🔘 Chapter 13: The Sadness You Hide

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Leo's Pov

"Come here" he whispered

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"Come here" he whispered.

At that moment I decided to shut off my mind and just be in this moment. I had so many thoughts rushing through my head. I knew if I tried to figure them out right now it wouldn't end well.

"Mmm, you look sexy as fuck" Jay moaned placing his hands on my waist and pulling me close. His kisses were something I loved. The way he captivated my mouth with his own like he was trying to punish me. They were hard and soft at the same time.

"Jaysean" I hummed tilting my head to the side so, he could kiss along my neck.

"Jaysean" I hummed tilting my head to the side so, he could kiss along my neck

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"Shh I got you baby" he murmured taking a step back. I let him take my hand and lead me to the bed. Slowly, I sat down and watched as he removed his shoes and shirt. 

"What are you doing?" I asked when I noticed he was getting on his knees in front of me.

"Taking care of you" Jaysean replied smirking. He removed my towel and took my dick in his hands. I remember asking him if he ever gave head but, I was just curious. I never suspected him to be the type.

"Jay" I moaned when he took me in his mouth and I hit the back of his throat. I mean you had to be putting in work to be able to do that on the first try. Gripping the sheets, I threw my head back and let him suck the soul out of my body.

"Fuck!" I hissed when his tongue slid from the base to the tip. He used his hands to move to the rhythm of his mouth closely bring me to edge only to stop.

"Chill" he whispered getting up so he was hovering over me.

"I didn't know you could do that" I exhaled trying to catch my breath.

"There's a lot you don't" he chuckled before kissing me.

Placing my hands around his neck I began to grind upward trying to get some kind of friction between us. I really wanted to cum especially after everything his mouth put me through.

"Mmmm" I sighed as Jay lightly bit my neck. He wasn't even inside me yet and I was close to cumming.

"Stop that" Jaysean hissed slapping my thigh.

"Asshole" I snapped.

"I'm trying to be romantic and take my time," he told me pulling away so he could look at my face.

"And I'm trying to cum" I argued wrapping my legs around his waist and flipping us over so I was now on top.

Putting my hands on either side of his head and I stared down at him as strands of my hair fell around my face. Jaysean didn't say anything. He just laid there with a smirk on his face. Moving my hair behind my ear, I began to remove the rest of his clothing.

"Leo" he called but, I just ignored him and smiled when he was finally naked. Straddling his waist, I put my hands on his chest to brace myself.

"Leo" he repeated and this time I glanced at him.

"Baby, you know this could be considered rape. I ain't give my consent" Jay said laughing.

"Please. You play too much and when I'm ready for sex, you know I don't like games" I replied grabbing the base of his dick and holding it still as I positioned my ass above it.

"I know-Shit!" he groaned when I started to take him inside.

I bit my lip to keep from moaning too loud. When he was finally all the way in, my forehead was resting against his as I enjoyed the feeling of what my man was packing.

"You feel good" I whispered pecking his lips before I sat upright. I didn't use any lubricant which I was now paying for but, I kinda enjoyed the burn. A little pain with pleasure could be a wonderful thing.

"Leo move that ass" he grunted slapping said body part.

"What happened to wanting to go slow?" I questioned.

" Fuck what I said. You know I'm slow sometimes" he responded.

Rolling my eyes, I began to sway my hips back and forth until I got into a rhythm that had the tip of his dick hitting that bundle of nerves every single time.

"Jay" I moaned.

"Fuck" he cried grabbing my ass as he thrust upwards.

I felt him everywhere and it felt damn good. Especially hearing the noises that left his mouth as I was on top of him. Though I didn't stay up there long. Before I could comprehend what had happened, I was on my back taking some long-ass strokes.

"Asshole!" I yelped as he began to dig me out. I couldn't move because Jay had decided to pin my hands to the bed. It would have been easy to overpower him but, I was enjoying it.

"I ever tell you how sexy you look" Jaysean hummed moving his hands to my hair. He lifted my head a little so, he could kiss me but, he never stopped moving and the new angle had me ready to climax.

"Please" I whispered staring into his chocolate-colored eyes.

"I love you" he whispered and my breath caught in my throat.

I had said it. The words had already left my mouth. Now, I just needed to get them out a second time. It was kind of hard with his dick so deep inside me. It felt like he was rearranging my guts like damn furniture. I could feel myself about to cum.

"I- oh fuck! I love you" I gritted out closing my eyes as I began to cum all over the place.

"Shit" he grunted before kissing me. I could feel his release inside of me. When my body finally calmed down, I opened my eyes. The first thing I noticed was the big ass smile on Jaysean's face.

"Are you okay?" I asked worriedly. I mean it looked creepy as hell.

"I'm straight. So you love me?" he chuckled

"You already knew I did" I whispered looking to the side.

"Nah baby look at me. It's different hearing the words" Jay spoke.

"Whatever. I need a shower" I mumbled pushing him to the side so, I could get up.

"Let me join you" he offered going go get up.

"No, because you don't know how to keep your hands to yourself and I'm not ready for another round" I responded.

"You right" he laughed laying back down and grabbing his phone.

Stepping in the bathroom, I closed the door and walked over to the mirror. Staring at my reflection, I noticed a couple tears run down my face. I quickly wiped them.

"What is wrong with you?" I whispered.

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I am not proud of the sex scene in this chapter. It took me damn near a whole week to write this and it's still bullshit. Anyways, Leo is struggling honey. Next, I'll go more into his issues and how he is dealing. This seems to go deeper. What do you guys think?

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---MissTAYTAY1 XOXO

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