The misfits (8th grade)

Confusion

So today was a early release day and I had lunch with Travis and kaily and makayla well I'm sitting there and Travis's slaps me on the back then I realize he put a sticker on me well I take it off and I was made because it really hurt so I take the sticker and slap it on to his crotch well he replies back "that wasn't even my crotch that was my belt" and I just sit back down then he comes up behind me and gives me a warm beautiful hug that you'd only find in movies or books then rubs his hand down my stomach he let's me go and I sit there in shock my friends tried to get my attention but I was (1) still in shock and (2) thinking now you might wonder what was I thinking about well the thought of him hating me comes back in to my head like I'm so confused he says that he's my friend but then dose actions that show otherwise then today he finally shows me that we are friends or whatever and it's confusing like are we friends are we enemy's are you just the boy I always wanted but never will have what's going on I'm just so confused I'm just going to stay away from social midea also because it's no help with all the lovey dovy couples on there so I don't know I'm confused and probably will be forever