Oh shit

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Ok so saying nothing bad has happened for like the passed weeks or so is a lie
I thought everything was fine and dandy but no I had to go and be fucking blind to my friends pain you must think what the hell I'm talking about well first of all I found out another one of my friends cuts her names Riley I don't think I've mentioned her well she's a Burnett always wearing band/fandom merch she's so sweet you'd never think she'd cute but she dose and I just found out today she was wearing this awesome supernatural t-shirt and I completed her as always when I noticed (due to her short sleeves) that she had cut I asked her about it and she said I was from a week or so ago this really killed me because here I am telling everyone I love them and how I'd be lost without them and I never noticed that she was sad.
Then there's kyra she talks about her being sad on wattpad and she just posted something about her recently cutting and I didn't do anything I could have sat down and talked to her but all I said was "you ok" and I got a simple "yeah" I should have done more.
Ha I just realized when I tried to "end it" for the first time I talked about me cracking my dream like a mirror I just realized that my dream was cracked scratched and chinked all this time and all I did was think about myself why am I like this

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