Ok so you guys know makayla right the girl that was nice to me when I was suicidal the girl that was suppose to be my friend yeah well this girl is a traitorous person that only cares about her self you must be think oh what did she do well first off you guys didn't know this but I was dating this amazing girl online but I broke it off because of the distance well apparently her and makayla were talking and makayla thought it was a great idea to tell her shit about me like how "I never loved her" and that "even if there wasn't distance id still treat her like shit because that's the kinda person I am" luckily she didn't listen to makayla but the shit doesn't stop there oh no because the day I broke it off with that girl I started dating another girl by the name of Alexus a close friend of mine and makayla (now Alexus asked me out the day I broke up with Elle/lee (the other girl) ) well everything was going great but makayla had to fucken mess that up too she sends Alexus a pic of me and lee /Elle saying I love you this pissed off Alexus and she broke up with me for cheating and told me I should be with Elle/lee.
so now my soul and heart are broken and what's really funny is that i promised myself that I wouldn't date girls this year because all they have ever done was hurt me and guess what it happened again I'm hurt a lot and I hurt a lot of people this is why I think that I don't belong in this world that I should just die because all I've ever done was bring pain and all I ever will do is bring pain so do you know what I want for my birthday or Christmas I want to die I really do but no I can't can I because If I go others will follow and that will just mean more pain so I ask all of you when...you all tell me "it gets better" and what I want to know is when someone once asked me what are your fears and I said spiders, clowns, and the unknown but in reality the fears I try so hated to forget are hurting those around me, and the unknown, but the biggest fear I have is that it never gets better and that my family will one day find me at the hanging tree
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The misfits (8th grade)
Non-FictionThis story is about a group of friends that learn that you don't need popularity to be happy all you really need are friends Hello guys this is my first story please I hope you enjoy it because I certainty did please tell me what you think but no h...
