I feel like sh*t
I never forget to ask all the people around me. how are they?, hows their day?, are their day happy?, are they okay?. I always promised myself to make them happy, I always remind myself to not disappoint them. BUT i FORGOT something or should i say someone? Yes someone, that someone whose important the most. That someone whose more fragile among others, that someone whose trying so hard to survive from drowning in a deep thoughts shes having right now. And that someone is ME! YEAH! i forgot to ask myself how am I? Am I still okay? Am I happy?. I forgot to remind myself that sometimes its okay to be not okay. I dont want them to pity me and I pity myself for that mentality, and that effin mentality makes me feel like sh*t
Thank you for allowing me to disturb you with this effin thoughts 😔 please bare with me on this 😔