Letters From Another (Bughead)

Chapter Seven

A/n HELLO! Hope you all enjoy this chapter. It's a little messy because I wrote it just now so I could have something to post.

Betty POV

The board below me creaked causing him to look up.  I felt a spark shoot through me like I was meeting him for the first time, possibly because he appeared as a different person. 

All we did was explore each other's eyes trying to figure out who would make the next move.  I watched our entire lives play out knowing that it would, sadly, end up bringing us to this moment. This moment that we could never come back from.  

I love him with all my heart.  He's been my world since we were 15, but he made the choice to bring us here, not me.  He was going to leave.

I don't know what to do...I can't imagine myself without him.  It's been so long since I have been alone.  We were inseparable, never apart, Betty and Jughead always forever.  People change and time moves forward.

It hurts me to see us like this, so far apart even though we could reach out and touch each other.  I married my best friend but it's like he has disappeared and I lost a part of myself with him.

Jughead POV

I see her, in a way I haven't in a long time.  Every beautiful and amazing memory shining next to all the missteps I have made throughout my life.  I wish I could have been better, I wish I was good enough to deserve her, but I wasn't. I never would be.

She's my best friend.  All the times life got me down or when I had nowhere to go because my father was drunk again and my mother left me, she was there.  I was going to do the same thing my mother did to me... 

We were always together, Betty and Jughead always forever.  

I am lost.  I've been lost a long time.  What is my life with no Betty and no Juliet?  They were all that truly counted and I had lost them too. 

I wish I wasn't such a screw up... I wish I could say that I deserved my family... But I didn't and it hurts me.

A/n I'M SORRY!!! I felt very sad writing this chapter. I know it's short but I just wanted to get something out there. So I'm gonna call this a filler chapter. I promise I'm gonna to try to get another chapter out by Sunday. So what do you think is going to happen between Bughead? Bet you're all going to get mad at me in the next few chapters.