A Tale of Two Idiots

When I failed my science test

Hi this is present me looking back at past me and just,

Feel free to skip this entire chapter.
LOL

If not, you could just start from the last chapter, cause if u start from here u won't want to continue reading and I don't blame you :D

I would delete this whole thing but blu won't let me :')

This gives you a horrible first impression of this book LOL

back to past me
Just a lil backstory:

SIKE I DELETED IT

Roses are red?
I failed the test
Unlike the rest
I didn't give it my best

Now feeling sick
I watched the clock tick
My mind just wasn't thinking as quick
Before it all finally clicked

I just had to face it
Once and for all
I told myself, No, I wouldn't fall
No matter the size, no matter how tall

I stood outside the hall,
My head held high
Though I felt small,
Under the starry night sky

Staring ahead, I fell to my knees
Suddenly weak, I started to wheeze
Against my face, I felt a sudden breeze
My eyes shot up, spotting a silhouette amidst the trees.

With my eyes stinging I squeezed them shut,
Not really knowing who or what.

Such drama y'know-

Anyways, below is a sort of explanation to what the words could mean, depends on how you interpret it tbh, it could mean different things to different people.

(If u didn't listen to me and still read that then I applaud you but no I'm won't be able to purge what u just read from ur mind unfortunately. Just skip the stuff below and move on to the next chapter pls)

1st paragraph : Basically describes how I felt towards myself and what I felt when I realised I failed.
2nd paragraph: Describes how nauseous I felt when thinking about how to explain my failure to my parents, and how slow I thought time was passing when trying to think of ideas.

3rd paragraph: This was when I'd finally decided I couldn't lie, and there was no way to avoid it. After all, I'd brought this upon myself, and there was no one to blame, but, well, myself. I was convincing myself that I could do this, and that I'd deserve any punishment I was gonna get.

4th paragraph: The "hall" I stood outside of kinda represented the choice I was making itself. And once I'd made that choice and stepped behind the door, there was no going back. And even though I'd prepared as much as I could, going over reasons why this happened, what I would do to ensure this would never happen again, etc. I still felt uncertain and of course, scared.

5th paragraph: Thinking ahead and of the various punishments I could've received (none physical fortunately), I started to think of backing out, and the silhouette I mentioned sorta represented my parents, urging me to tell them. Cause when I got home that day I was super depressed, not my usual quirky, comedic self. I dunno, it just felt like they knew y'know? *shudders* Parents with their uncanny abilities I tell you...

6th paragraph: Tbh this can be interpreted any way you want it to, as can the other paragraphs.

Also if some don't make sense to you it's cause some parts I pretty much gave up and just chose things that rhymed. (me for the next 1946582 poems u might read-)

-wab

Lol hi this is present me again and I'm sorry you had to go through that but HOLD UP DONT EXIT THIS BOOK YET PLS READ A FEW MORE OR SKIP CHAPTERS IF U MUST LMAO

IF THIS IS UR FIRST IMPRESSION OF THE BOOK I UNDERSTAND U WANTING TO LEAVE LOL