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The next one is not as bad I swear on blu's life-

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People hurt us,
Laugh at us,
Leave us in the dust.

Yet they still wonder,
Why we mistrust.

They punch us, kick us, shove us to the ground.
Yet they still wonder, why we always look down.

I'm tired of all this.

They push us to the edge, of a bottomless abyss,
Jeering, laughing, treating it like bliss.
Our cries asking them to stop they dismiss.

They threaten us, derive glee from our pain.
The only glee I'd ever gotten, was from dancing in the rain.

They kept making us feel like we owed a debt.

All this, was simply too much for me to bear.

But only when we fall, do they start to regret.

Only when we fall, do they start to despair.

I don't really like how I did this one but oh well XD

"Only when we fall, do they start to regret." This pointing towards the fact only when the victim of bullying does something serious, like end his/her life, suicide, do they start to regret what they've done.

So I just wanna elaborate a lil on the "debt" part seeing as it may be hard to interpret what I was trying to get across. So this poem is based on bullying, as you can hopefully tell. When bullies pick on others, sometimes they make it seem like it isn't their fault, that they have all rights to push to around when they don't. You start to wonder if you've done something to the bully, and if all this was your own fault. And then you start to believe you really are what the bully calls you.

"Useless."

"All your fault."

"I hate you."

"You're so ugly I can't look at you without vomiting."

"Ew why are you so fat?"

"Good for nothing..."

"Meddling..."

"Stupid."

"Pathetic..."

These words start to seep into your mind and slowly you start to think the bully isn't wrong. That you really are useless, when you aren't. You have family and friends who love and care for you. Even if you don't have friends it's okay. If you have people who hurt you in the past let them go. Their loss. Even if you don't have family, there are people out there who can help you. Heck, you can talk to me. But if you don't want to, no one's forcing you. Just know that there are and always will be people who care for you. And talking about your feelings, sharing the burden with someone else is better than bottling it up inside. Cause when that bottle is full, it could either crack, or the plug would pop and all those emotions would just flood out. Also, I'm sorry if the numbers below aren't of use to you/you live in another country, but with a few clicks you could easily find the suicide prevention hotline in your country. - wab

Lifeline Australia
National
Contact by: - Phone
Hotline: 13 11 14
Website: lifeline.org.au
24 Hour service:

Beijing Suicide Research and Prevention Center Hotline
BEIJING
Hotline: Free: 0800-810-1117
Hotline: Mobile/IP/extension users: 010-8295-1332
Website: crisis.org.cn

Lifeline Shanghai
Shanghai
Contact by: - Phone
Hotline: (21) 63798990
Website: lifelineshanghai.com

Lifeline Yanji
Yanji
Contact by: - Phone
Hotline: (0433) 273 9595
Hours:
Mon: 08:00 - 16:00
Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun: 08:00 - 16:00

Lifeline Association of Malaysia
71-2nd Floor, Jin Jejaka 2
55100
TMN MALURI
Contact by: Face to Face - Phone
Hotline: (063) 92850039
Hotline: (063) 92850279
Hotline: (063) 92850049

1800 221 4444
Samaritans of Singapore

Hours: 24 hours, 7 days a week
Languages: English
Website: www.sos.org.sg

Samaritans UK & ROI
National
Contact by: Face to Face - Phone - Letter: - E-mail:
Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK - local rate)
Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92 (UK minicom)
Hotline: 1850 60 90 90 (ROI - local rate)
Hotline: 1850 60 90 91 (ROI minicom)
Website: samaritans.org
E-mail Helpline: jo@samaritans.org
24 Hour service:

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