A Tale of Two Idiots

I Love You

Love of mine,

I know we're running out of time.

I know you're scared.

I am too.

But we'll get through this together.

And remember,

I love you.

Don't ever forget that.

- - - - - -

We might not get through this alive,

But all that matters is that we're together.

And when it's time for you to leave,

I'll be close behind.

I won't leave your side.

Promise me the same,

please.

- - - - - -

It's been years since I've heard your name

It's been too long since I've held you next to me,

Too long since I've taken the blame.

Too long since you were lost at sea.

This is all my fault.

I'm sorry.

Wait for me please,

I'm coming, my love.

- - - - - -

Everything hurts.

The searing pain in my legs,

The dull throb in my head.

The pain is the only thing letting me know I'm still alive.

It hurts,

But nothing hurts more than the gaping hole in my heart.

To know that you trusted me,

The trust that took years to build,

And seconds to break.

I won't last much longer,

But my sight has never been clearer.

I just want you to know,

I'm sorry.

For everything.

For not listening,

For every argument,

For every fight,

For getting mad over every little thing.

I just want you to know,

Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I didn't realise what you were doing to me.

I didn't realise what kind of an effect you had on me.

I didn't realise I liked you.

A lot.

But what made it all the more beautiful was the fact you didn't know.

You didn't know that I would be willing to do anything if only to make you smile.

You didn't know I was always trying to make you laugh,

You didn't know it hurt me when you were with him.