Notes to Ashton.

Chapter 16

Cameron walked towards Ashton's room, knocking on the door twice and slipped downstairs before she could get caught. Knowing Ashton and his reputation of ignoring Cam she knew she wasn't gonna see Ashton one last time. Wishing that the curly headed boy would come say bye, she didn't get her hopes up as she hugged her mother and Luke bye. Luke wrapping his arms around her waist he tightly hugged her whispering simple but effective things in her ear.

"I'm gonna miss you" he mumbled causing a shiver to run down her spine.

"Yea I'm gonna miss you too. Thanks for not waiting for me to say bye" a voice snapped and Ashton was at the bottom of the steps with his glasses perched on the tip of his nose as he was glaring at the couple that stood in the middle of the room.

"Well I didn't want you to waste your time on saying bye to me. It shouldn't matter you ignore me all the time anyway" Cam snapped and kissed Luke quickly grabbing her keys and the rest of her bags.

Walking out the door she simply slammed it behind her and let the cherry wood bang against the frame. Sighing she walked to her car throwing the rest of her bags with random stuff from around her room she got in the car and left the driveway.

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Ashton walked back to his room not caring that Luke was still down in the living room. He didn't feel like listening to how much Luke was gonna miss his girlfriend.

Girlfriend

That word was drilled into his mind and he hated how he would randomly see a image of Luke and Cameron either kissing or just simply being cute together. He didn't want to admit it but he desperately wants that to be him instead of Luke. He wants to be the one waking up next to Cameron to kiss her good morning to kiss her goodnight. Hold her had and just to be with her. Him knowing that Luke and Cam were together ticked him off which made him be pissed off at the world even more than normal. Looking towards the bed where the notebook lays, he walks over to it and flips it open and begins to read.