Nang Dahil Sa Tagos(NDST)[completed]

Chapter 12 End (Unedited)

Hi guys it's been a year and here is the ending. Patawarin nyo ako nadelete yung ending ehh tapos naging busy na rin, tinamad and etc. naiba yung ending pero I guess ok na. ahaha..Thank you for everything readers. I know I'm not a good writer just a wanna be pero binasa nyo parin. :D

As stated It's unedited. Please bare with it. I'll try to post the edited version later. :D

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"Let's break up pagkatapos ng 30th day.."

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Cring, cring, cring..

"Ugh.." I mumbled as I slammed my hands sa alarm clock ko para naman tumahimik na.

I sighed, kaaga-aga wala akong gana, walang energy, stupid dream panira sa araw. Still I stood up para naman makapag-prepare na for the day. I've arranged my bed and looked onto the mirror.

I smiled, a dejected smile. It was not a dream, it was a reality that continues to hunt me down. Sakit, yung feeling na ang bigat sa dibdib, it continues to throb, gusto kong umiyak pero ubos na ang luha ko. I'm just too tired to cry. When he told me that it's as if I've swallowed thousands of needle. di na ako makapagsalita. 

Pati pag confess hindi pwede? Kung ganito man lang, sana di nalang kami nagkausap. I should have been an ordinary fan girl na hindi nya kilala in the first place. It hurts pero I can cry, I can't let him see this side of me, baka maawa lang sya sa akin and that's the last thing I wanted him to remember of me and so I smiled, pilit yes, pero i never knew may pagka-actress pala ako.

"Thanks and I know it's what we've agreed on right?" I said with my usual poker face. "Besides I had fun and di naman pwedeng akin ka nalang diba? I added, ugh Akin ka na lang please? That's what I wanted to say. When i said that I saw him tensed up does he want to say something? or was it my imagination. Nah that's impossible. Meron siguro pero sorry etc ganun lang.

Ryan started touching the back of his neck, then adjusted his collar while showing smiling timidly more like he's thinking about something. kaya naman bago pa nya ako paiyakin kahit na di nya alam na I'm hurt, inunahan ko na sya.

"You don't have to feel sorry for me you know? I'm fine, I never thought having a boyfriend could be fun besides you've helped me and i've helped you, pretend for a month, that's the end of the bargain." I said sabay turo sa dibdib ko, "It won't hurt, pero it'll take time to adjust, since you're my first fake boyfriend." I smiled which I guess made the atmosphere awkward.

"I think i should go." I said ending this devastating evening tapos tumalikod na ako.

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As I was walking, I dont know I just had the feeling na everyones watching me. dahil siguro kagabi naging weird na ang feeling ko. Paranoid perhaps, pero paranoid saan? Ugh, patawarin nyo ako sapagkat POV ko to't wala akong kwentang magsalita.

Pero bago paman ako makapasok sa H.S. Building I felt something very cold flowing through my body. kasabay nito ang mga blocks of ice. I don't know kung kailan ako nag sign-up for the ice bucket challenge pero ugh it's so cold. How mean, never pa akong naganito but why?

"Well, well, well." I heard someone said and i'm sure it's Mitch. "I feel sorry for you baka kasi ma stuck ka sa hallucination mo na kayo ni Ryann, where in fact naawa lang sya sayo! Ahahahah!" She said and i winced. State the fact talaga, ipamukha to the max, alam ko naman ehh pero teka how did she know? Did Ryann...No way di nya magagawa yun.