Beetlebabes

Do I love her?

BJ's POV

That night I walked her up to bed. When she said goodnight my dead heart had skipped a beat. Wait. my heart CAN'T skip a beat... well if it could...

No. Last time I loved a girl she cheated on me. I decided to make the living suffer then. right then. So... I could not love Lydia Deetz. But then what was I feeling every time I saw her? Why could I not look away from her? Why do her eyes hypnotize me every time I looked in them? Why do I even look in her eyes?

I shake my head. If I'm going to marry a girl it's going to be so I'm alive. NOT because I'm in love. 

"Beej? Is that you?" 

I look over my shoulder. Lydia is in the doorway. 

"Hey, baby. Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I was lonely. Will you come join me?" She sticks out her bottom lip and gives me puppy eyes. I smile. "Sure thing babes! Was wondering when you were gonna ask me that."