Truth About Love

chapter 5

I woke up at around 2 am, I couldn't really sleep so I went to my balcony and just looked at the full moon.  I didn't understand why I couldn't sleep anymore but I just couldn't. My melody changed to a full chorus and I sang it out loud, " will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful
Will, you still love me when I got nothing but my school soul
I know you will, I know that will
Will you still when I'm no longer beautiful."
The song made me very emotional and I didn't know why but it felt right to feel this way with the song.

I felt hands wrapping around my waist and I knew it was Aaron, he didn't ask me what's wrong, all he did was hold me and take me to bed. I slept on his chest and he held me tight. We slept but I still felt so emotional, the song touched me a lot, and I wasn't going to stop making the song.

I woke up and went downstairs to the office. I needed to check something out before starting my day. I got into my office and locked it, so I could just have my time. I went into the drawer and took out the fan photo album of my mother and sat down. I started going through it and read what people said about her and the way she made so many people happy.

It made me so happy to know that my mother was loved not only by me but from millions of people and she had a special place in their heart.

I saw a picture of mom when she was holding me when I was 2 and I started crying.  I spoke to the picture and said, " Hi mom, it's me your last born daughter Milano. Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I miss you so much and wish you were still here building me up to be an amazing woman that you are and thank you for loving me," I stopped talking because I could feel more tears coming and I honestly didn't have time for crying right now.

I put the album away then went out of the office and back upstairs to my room so I could have a shower. I got into the room, stripped out of clothes then when I opened the bathroom there was a lot of steam, rose petals, a jasmine bubble bath, and Aaron standing there naked and his hand reached out.

I smiled then walked to him, took his hand and we both walked to the bath and got in. Aaron got in behind, I rested my head on his chest and we just relaxed and enjoyed the hot water. He was running my hand down my arm so tenderly it felt really good, " so I came up with the chorus of my song."

" When did you come up with a song and how did do you come up with the words?"

" Well, I first sing the melody then made-up words that went with the melody and it worked, that's my lyrics."

" That's different from a normal singer."

" Can I sing the chorus to you?"

" Yes, please."

" Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful
Will, you still love me when I got nothing but my school soul
I know you will, I know that will
Will you still when I'm no longer beautiful" I then closed my eyes and waited for Aaron to say something. " The song is beautiful and your voice is even amazing."

We were done with the bathroom stuff, so Aaron went to dress up and I went to my closet and wore skinny jeans and a big jersey because it was cloudy and there was quite a cold wind which was perfect and I wore my soft comfortable slipper boots.

I opened the door to Aaron's room and found Vanessa on the bed talking to Aaron, who was busy with other things, I walked in the room then sat in his chair then looked at Vanessa and said " so why are you in here? "

" Just wanted to speak with Aaron, if that's fine with you."

" It's cool, babe I'm going down OK you will meet me there?"