Truth About Love

Chapter 20

I left the house because I was meeting my brother and producer Pharrel at the studio to start recording my song. I decided to do it because there was no point in fighting it.

I arrived at the studio and walked into our recording booth, Scott and Pharrel were there discussing a few things and also getting things ready. " Hey guys," I said as I walked up to him. I gave them an after then sat down, so we could speak before doing anything else." Okay, so you ready to go into the booth to start recording?"

" Yes, but please no changing my voice to sound different. It must sound like my real voice, okay and not computer edited."

" Okay, no problem."

" Please feel free to stop me when it doesn't feel right, I want the song to be perfect," I said and they nodded. I changed my heels to my comfortable pumps then went into the booth.  I put the headphones on my ears then stood in front of the microphone and waited for them to be ready." Ok, Milano, 'young and beautiful' take one. So when I shoot a thumbs up you are going to start singing," said Pharrel and I nodded. I took a deep breath and just said a few words to myself be before he gave me a thumbs up and I started to sing.

I felt comfortable and Pharrel seemed to like it. "Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful.
Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul.
I know you will, I know that you will.
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful."

We spent almost the whole night at the studio and we were still on the first verse and the first chorus, Pharrel felt like it should have been in a certain way and I didn't mind. I was happy with how it was turning out, but I had to leave.

I was tired and it wasn't good for me to stay up late, I was still sick and I needed enough rest, " Okay Pharrel, I have to leave so when will we do verse two and chorus two?"

" Come on Wednesday then we do that"

" So, two days from now?"

" Oh yeah. So we are done, thank you," I smiled, left the studio and went back home to have late dinner and just sleep.

I got home and went to the kitchen to have some dinner but saw that no one cooked, they just had pizza. I took two slices, poured some lemonade, and went upstairs. I got into the room and saw Aaron working on the laptop, reading through his lines, " Hey Aaron!"

" Hi baby, so glad to have you home," I smiled then got out my clothes and wore my pajamas. I sat on the bed and ate my pizza," how was the recording session?" I swallowed my pizza then answered," it was good, but it took a while because Pharrel, wanted it to be a certain way."

" Did you mind it."

" A little but he knew what he was doing."

" Well, they must not forget that it's not theirs, it's yours and you decide how it should be."

" I know that baby but if I didn't have Pharrel as my producer. My music wouldn't be as good as it is."

" I understand that, but Pharrel isn't your voice now, is he, and from what I gathered you write your own music."

" Yeah I do."

" So what you write, you should be able to sing it the way you want to sing it."

" I understand what you are trying to say Aaron." He took my other slice of pizza, ate it and I said, " um excuse me but baby I'm fucking starving."

" That pizza is huge and I think you will be fine," he said and I took the pizza from him then ran to our balcony door and ate it. He came to me and he picked me up,  put me over his shoulder and I couldn't help but laugh like crazy.

We got out of the room and he headed to the sliding door that leads outside. I was kicking and pleading for him to let go, but he didn't  he kept walking and stopped at the pool  I knew he was going to throw me into the pool." Why did you eat my pizza?" He asked and I tried so hard to keep my laughing from coming out." Because I was hungry."

" Say sorry."

" I will not," I said, and then he picked me up and was about to throw me in and I shouted, " okay, okay, okay, I'm so sorry for eating your pizza Aaron!" I had a little giggle going on but I kept it quiet cause he was going to think I wasn't serious which I wasn't." okay I forgive you but you still ate my pizza so you have to be punished."

"No, wait Aaron please!"

" It's too late," he picked me up and threw me in the pool and I was screaming and my body splashed into the really cold pool. He really did that, he fucking threw me into the fucking cold pool after he forced me to apologize for his eating pizza. I was going to fucking get him for what he did.

I swam out the pool and stormed to my house, ignoring Aaron as he was apologizing. I was fucking cold, dripping wet and not to mention the fact that I still wasn't feeling but my bloody Fiancée didn't give a damn.