Truth About Love

Chapter 41

I woke, checked the time and it was after midnight and I was super hungry. I went downstairs with my phone and went to the kitchen to whip up something quick, but really good to eat. I opened the fridge and saw that there was leftover pasta, warmed it up for a minute or two. I felt as if I was glowing this morning, I felt as if I gained certain freedom and it was amazing.

I walked into the TV room and watched a movie, while eating my food, but then my phone rang so I answered and said " hello."

" Hi Milano, it's me Aaron."

" Why are you calling me Aaron?"

" I miss you and just wanted to see how you are doing."

" I'm fine so you can stop calling me now "

" I hear you have an athlete boyfriend, I believe his name was going to be the name of our baby boy."

" And so, what am I benefiting from this information?"

" Just wanted to know "

" Yes Aaron his name is Sergio and he is my boyfriend. Happy now?"

" How can I be happy when the love of my life has moved on to someone else and has forgotten about the love I gave her and the love she gave me?"

" I didn't forget shit Aaron, I sill remember the love you gave me, but I also remember how you willingly gave it to my sister and I also remember how much I loved you, that I needed to fix our marriage, but I found you with my sister so I gave you the title of being single so you could have my sister.

So Aaron just stops it, I'm not going back to you because you were the one who chose your fate and I'm just being my fucking kind self and giving it to you on a bloody fucking silver platter!"

" Well, I hope you are happy with your decision."

"I trust that I am, so please don't call me again, I certainly don't want to talk to you, Aaron!" I dropped the phone and I suddenly lost my appetite. I went to place my bowl in the fridge then went upstairs to bed. It's been 4 months and he decided to talk to me now, like what the hell. I got into the room and went into bed and cuddled with Sergio.

I woke up to a smell of bacon and I opened my eyes and saw a tray of breakfast and some coffee. I smiled then took the tray and placed it on my lap and got ready to eat, but then noticed a note and it said " to my beautiful" I opened it and it read,

Morning beautiful hope you love breakfast, just thought I treat you to something special. I'm off to Madrid and I will be back tomorrow evening so please don't miss me too much. You can either stay here or go home. I miss you already.

Goodbye beautiful

I put the note down then smiled a little, but was also quite sad because he was gone and I couldn't spend the day enjoying the frustration he gives me, but that's the price I was going to pay for dating a soccer player, my soccer player.

I switched the TV on and watched TV while enjoying breakfast. It was actually quite good, he made bacon, egg, toast, and tomatoes and it was seriously good.

I was showered and ready to go and be with my people at my place. I missed them and they must've been wondering where I've been or how I was doing. I took my bag and left the house, Sergio left me a key, so I locked the door behind and I went to my car. I got in then started the car and drive.

I walked into the house and I heard a lot of laughing which made my heart warm, it was good to be back with my friends and brother. I walked to the TV room, I walked in and said, " Hi honey I'm home," I dropped on the couch and I was lying on top of Evan and Scott, my head was on Ariana's lap. " So Missy how was it at your boyfriend's place?"

" It was honestly really good, he took me to his favorite places in Spain, then I took him somewhere really special and then we did it "

" TMI Milano, we seriously didn't need to know this."

" Well I told you, Scott, so please just deal with it."

" So then, where is Sergio?"

" He is sadly in Madrid."

" Well sweety that's the price you going to pay for dating a soccer player."

" That's what I said, but I said my soccer player instead of your soccer player."

" You are so head over hills for this guy."

" Well I guess so, I mean he is my boyfriend."

" Do you love him?"

" It's going to take a while till I say I love this guy. "

" We all know that because you still love Aaron, but do you feel like you are close to loving him?"

" Yeah I could say that," I said and smiled, then got up and went to my room. I was feeling quite tired and I wanted to rather relax in my room.

When I got into my room the thought of me actually loving Sergio stayed in my head and it kind of scared me, I was afraid I wasn't going to be able to dedicate myself as much as he is dedicating to me. I wanted to be able to love him so much that I couldn't even breathe and that being without him was impossible for me to even function, but how could I when I was still holding on to something so small that I knew wasn't going to make a huge difference at all.

I just lay on my bed and ran through my thoughts for god knows how long just trying hard to come up with a conclusion, but it was too hard for me to even imagine a conclusion. Right now I was just relying on fate to take me to the right path if there even was one.