Truth About Love

Chapter 43

Sergio and I went downstairs and went to have dinner with everyone. O was feeling better and that was all thanks to Sergio, the man I started to love. We walked into the living room and everyone was eating, while having a nice chat. We sat down and joined in the conversation and indulged our food, " are you okay Milano?"

" I guess so, Sergio was there and Ariana was there, so I am perfectly fine."

" We are all here is," said Scott and I smiled then just drank my wine and let Sergio twirl his finger on my leg which felt really good, I relaxed and enjoyed the massage and I sometimes thought he would go up and fiddle with my sex, but he didn't, I knew he was teasing me and so I just laughed.

Sergio and I took a walk around my neighborhood. We were holding hands and going into our conversation, " so my beautiful let me take you to Paris tomorrow for a day or two."

" Why, I like it here in Spain."

" I know you do, but beautiful it's never wrong to go and explore other places, and plus it's the city of love."

" I know it is the city of love, but a baby."

" Oh please just let me spoil you, you had a not so great day and to be honest I want to make it up to you."

" I guess you could."

" And plus, you can show me off to people so they can see that Milano dates sexy gods like me."

" Oh, baby don't flatter yourself."

" It's my job to flatter myself so I can frustrate you and at the same time make you love me till your last breath."

" God why don't you just say the wrong stuff for once so I can be pissed at you and not always be happy with you!"

" What! You don't like it when I say nice gongs to you?"

" I do."

" Then what's the problem beautiful"

" You are just so amazing and I feel guilty, because I'm going through hell right now and I won't treat you right. If you say wrong things then it will make it easier, but the thing is Sergio, you say the most perfect things at the most perfect time."

" Beautiful I know you going through hell and I won't lie and say I understand because I honestly don't, I haven't been through what you are going through, but I know that I can treat you way better and give you the love beautiful women like you should get and deserve. I know I was brought to earth love you till our last breath and I will do what I came to earth to do."

" No Sergio, please don't say much."

" I want to because it's true."

" I don't want to ruin your chance to find love, your perfect love."

" I already have and I will wait forever, till you realize it because I'm not letting an amazing woman as you go. I found my number one, even though I'm not your number one, I just hope I'm your last." I looked at him and tried to say something to him, but I was just so speechless. This man loved me more, then I loved myself and more then I could love anyone in my entire life.

  I placed my hand on his face and tried so hard to say something, but still, nothing came out, but Sergio said " Your touch said it all and to me that's the best way of talking." Oh god, this man was a spitting image of God's heart. He left me breathless and speechless and to be honest I felt like I had every answer for everything and everyone, but this man in front of me, I didn't have an answer for him, not even a little whisper or a mumble I had nothing. I leaned in and kissed him hard and reassured him that yes I will try even if it takes a while.

We got back home and he went upstairs to our room, while I went to my office and checked if I had any mail for me. My heart was racing, I was flushed and in all honesty I was glowing.  I walked into my office and made my way to my desk. I looked at it and found a big brown envelope and it said "Milano's property" I opened it and found my wedding ring and a note. I dropped the stuff and just run out of the room with fear and pain.

I didn't want to look at that ring, I was afraid of the memories that were going to be connected with it. I can't believe it was there, I can't believe he did that to me, I just can't believe it. I ran upstairs, got into my room, and went to Sergio," hold me." he listened to requests and held me tight and I started crying hard and painfully.

I was mumbling things like " why did this happen to me, why?" and I was losing breath and I was crying heavily, it was so painful to cry. I was a horrific mess and it was all going on to Sergio and it wasn't fair, but I wasn't going make decisions for him, he wanted this and I was going to give it to him.