Truth About Love

chapter 30

I kissed her cheek and said, " why did you have to decide to do that, I didn't want you dead, please come back to me, please Jacky come back to me!" I shouted with so many tears running down my face.  Aaron pulled me into a hug and I cried loudly in his arms and he just kissed my head continuously." Take me home," I said, I just couldn't be here, in a room with my best friends lifeless body on that bed, I just couldn't. While still hugging me, we walked out of the hospital room and we left the hospital.

We got home and Aaron picked me up bridal style. He walked up the stairs and I cried in his arms, I forgot that I was bloody pissed with Aaron or that we had that fight, I just thought about how I didn't even know that my best friend was so bloody sick and that shit like this was likely to happen. She was dead and she wasn't going to come back, she had cancer and told no one told me about it.

Aaron placed me inside the sheets and asked, "baby you want anything to eat?"

" Yeah, but first please just sit with me," I said and he got in the bed then put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer." You okay?"

" My best is dead and it hits hard because she didn't say anything and allowed it to happen."

" We are all going to miss her"

" I mean we have been friends since we were 5 years old and we have done almost everything together and to lose her is just horrible."

" I love you!"

" I love you too," he said and kissed my forehead, and then we just sat in silence.

I woke up at around 22:30 and went downstairs, to get some water. I was about to walk into the kitchen but I heard loud voices.  I changed direction to see who exactly was having such a good time in a time like this.

I walked into the living room and there was a reunion going on in the dining room. I walked in and said " what's going on in here?"

" Just decided to have a late family dinner."

" Oh and you must be having a good time."

" It's always good to be together with your family."

" You know what I find weird," I said feeling anger bottle up, they were all laughing, drinking and full of so many smiles. " What do you find the weird baby?"

" You guys can actually say that with the whole family is together when the biggest part of our family is dead and never coming back. Maybe I'm just being a concerned bitch but really how insensitive can you be!" 

The laughing just stopped and everyone was extremely silent. My dad stood up and said, " honey we are celebrating her life and she will always be in our hearts," I turned and walked out of the living room and went back upstairs. Like what the fuck was their problem, can't people be respectful and morn the right way.

I was standing in front of Jacky's bedroom door, I don't know I was here because it was obviously going to hurt me. I exhaled deeply and opened the door to her room and her room smelt just like her, a sweet vanilla smell. Her room was kind of messy but it was good.

There was a huge collage on the wall of me and our friends and the good times we were able to capture. tears ran down my face and I just walked in.

I walked to her closet then took all her clothes and placed them on the bed. I climbed on and just hugged them also slept them. She had this scent that was like her signature scent and it was a sweet vanilla scent and I loved it, it was the best. I spent god knows how long in her room talking to her picture and crying my eyes out and ended up sleeping there and not waking up to go to my room.

I woke up in my room, I guess Aaron came to take me to my bed. The bathroom door opened and Aaron walked out naked, while drying his hair with a towel. " Morning Milano,"

" Hi,"

" How are you feeling today,"

" I'm okay, I guess," I said then Aaron walked into the closet to wear his clothes. My bedroom door opened and Ariana came walking in, " Hey Milano, Jacky's lawyer is downstairs waiting for you,"

" Why does he want to see me,"

" Apparently there are things on the will that are meant for you," she said and left my room. I slipped out of my bed, wore my slippers and went downstairs, still wearing my pajamas, they were here in my time and they should've made an appointment or something.

I walked into the dining room and the lawyer was seated with some papers and a cup of coffee, at least they offered him something." Good morning Mrs. Johnson," he said as he reached his hand out to shake it. I placed my hand in his and said, " Morning, and who might you be?"

" have a seat and I'll explain everything to you,"  he said and I did as he said. " I'm Jason Connors and I was Jacky's lawyer, I'm terribly sorry for your loss,"

" Thank you,"

" I handled her will and she gave everything to you and also made you the legal guardian of her 5-year-old daughter Angela," he said and it felt as if the world had just stopped. What the hell, Jacky was a mother and I knew nothing about it." Jacky was a mother,"

" Yes, she kept it a secret because the father is Scott Disick and didn't want any trouble but now since she is gone she trusted you with her,"

" Where is the little girl, I want to see her right now,"

" She is in the car, let me go get her," he said then left the living room. How could she not tell me, if she didn't want Scott to know then I would've respected his decision and kept quite. The girl was 5 years old, she was full grown and talking. I couldn't wait to meet her because I had a serious part of Jacky with me now, God sent me a saving grace and I really appreciated it.

Jason walked in and next to him was the most beautiful little I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. She had long brown hair, blue eyes, beautiful skin like her mom and she was just exquisite." Angela this is Milano," he said and she granted me with a beautiful smile." Mommy told me so much about you," she said and I was taken back at the show she spoke, I really thought she wouldn't be able to speak well.

Tears were running down my face as I slowly walked up to the little girl. She was a spitting image of Jacky, nothing of Scott." Hi," I said and gave her a massive hug. I was grateful for this beautiful gift, I was grateful that Jacky gave me the honor of taking of her daughter. I let go and said, " welcome home sweety," she smiled at me and I gave her another hug.