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Preference•He Catches You Trying to Commit Suicide Part 2 (Noen)

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I kinda feel this one wasn't as good but idk. What do y'all think?

Noen
   "Can we talk after?" His eyes look so sad when he looks at me. I nod slowly. "Okay. I'll be waiting on the bed. I love you." He kisses the top of my head.
   "Love you, too."
   Noen stands up and leaves the bathroom, leaving the door cracked. I brush my teeth, getting rid of the taste of bile in the back of my mouth. I get done and leave the bathroom, sitting down on the bed next to him.
   "Is it something I did?" he asks quietly, grabbing onto my hand.
   "No, baby. It wasn't you. I promise." I give his hand a reassuring squeeze. He gives me a sad smile in return.
   "What...Why?" he asks eventually. He shakes his head. "I didn't even know anything was going wrong." He looks back over at me and holds my gaze while crying. "What's going on?"
"I-oh, baby," I say, jumping into his arms. He gives me a tight hug and rubs my back as I begin crying.
"Shh," he whispers. "Shh."
"Baby," I whisper, wrapping my arms tightly around his neck, "I was so scared."
   "Can you tell me what was scaring you?" Noen asks gently.
   "I just couldn't handle all that's been going on. Now, earlier. I just couldn't take it anymore."
   "Was it just stress from being on tour? You could talk to Vivid, get off. I'm sure they'd understand." He looks at my face. "Is that what it was?"
   I shake my head. "No, not really. I mean, yes, in part, but not really."
   "What else?"
   I sigh. Then I begin telling him. What happened in school with all the bullying, with my parents and their beatings that I've managed to escape the past few months with tour, the hate online. Being anorexic and cutting my arms.
   "And then that manager showed up. Jackson..." I trail off, then shake my head.
Noen puts one hand on my waist and the other on my cheek, turning my head to face him again. I see his tear-stained face. "What is it, babe?"
I press my head into the area between his neck and shoulder, hiding my face.
"Babe? You have to tell me if he did something to you so that I can talk to someone about it."
"You'll think I'm disgusting. You'll think I'm a sl-sl-"
"Don't say that. You know I would never think any of those things about you." I can feel him looking down at me when he whispers, "Did you cheat on me with him?"
"No, baby. No," I mumble. I begin placing small kisses on his neck. "I love you."
"Then what happened?" Noen asks again. "You have to tell me."
I sigh and wait for a few long moments. Then, I tell him the rest, what Jackson has been doing. When I'm done, I sit up on his lap and roll up the bottom of my shorts to show him the inside of my thigh, where a large hickey lays close to my underwear. We both know it's not Noen's, as we haven't been able to do much in our hotel rooms.
Noen breathes in a shuttery breath. I roll my shorts back down and look at him. His face is wet with tears, and he's begun shaking. I hold his face with my hands, and he looks back up at me.
"Babe," he whispers. He hugs me tightly against him. "Oh, babe. I had no idea. No freaking idea that it was going on. Gosh, I'm sorry babe. Forgive me. Forgive me."
"Don't be sorry, baby. Don't be sorry. It wasn't your fault." I play with his hair to calm us both down.
"I'm gonna beat that guy's face in," he growls.
"Noen..." I say sternly. He looks back up at me with a red, angry face.
"I'm not taking 'no' for an answer. He hurt you, I'm just going to return the favor."
"Don't do anything that would get you in jail. I don't want you getting hurt, either." I kiss his forehead. "I love you."
"I love you, too. I'm-I'm going to go find him. You want to go wait with Huddy or something? I don't want you to be alone."
"Sure." I give him a sad smile, then kiss his head again. "I'm going to change first. I'm getting cold."
"M'kay, babe." He gives me a smile. "I'll get you out one of my hoodies."
"Okay," I say with a smile. I get off his legs and walk over to my bag, pulling out some baggy black sweatpants. I put them on quickly.
"Here," Noen says, pulling a hoodie out of his suitcase. I smile and slide it on over my head.
"It smells like your cologne. I like it." He grins and grabs my hand, kissing it as we walk out the door.     
   We make our way down the hall and see the rest of the guys being idiots and hitting their heads on signs.
"Hey, lovebirds," Chase calls to us when we approach them.
"Hey Huddy," I say, giving him a hug. He hugs me back with a big grin.
   "I, um, I gotta go take care of something," Noen says.
   "Everything okay?" Chase asks.
   "Yeah."
   "Okay. You staying with us?" Chase looks down at me, and I nod.
   "Bye," Noen says quickly before leaving.
   "What's up with him? I can tell he's in a mood," Anthony asks, walking over. I'm still hugging Chase, my head laying on his chest with his arms wrapped around me.
   "Yeah. He looked upset. What's up?" Chase asks, looking down at me.
   "Nothing. He's just going to go talk to some of the managers. Jackson, maybe."
   "Why's he talking with them?" Anthony asks.
   "He just...has something he wants to take care of," I mumble into Chase's chest.
   "I'll go make sure he's okay," Anthony says, starting to walk off.
   "Ant, please don't. It's kind of a private thing," I call to him quietly.
   "Well do you know what it is?" he asks.
   "Yes."
   "Then it's not that private." He smiles and walks off in the same direction Noen did.
   "Idiot," I mumble.
   "What?" Chase asks with a laugh. I smack his arm and stand up.
   "You're both idiots."
   "Ouch," he says.
   I stand with them for a while, watching but not taking part in their hitting their heads against exit signs. They do it for a while longer before deciding on kicking a soccer ball around the hall. It's our hall, so we shouldn't get too many complaints.
   We do that for a while, maybe an hour, before a red and angry-faced Anthony followed by a lightly-crying Noen enter the hall.
   "What's up with you two?" Jaden asks, leaning against the wall.
   "Nothing," Anthony growls, slamming the door as he enters his room. We all stop to stare at him.
   "He's been immediately fired," Noen murmurs against my ear. I turn to look at him with raised eyebrows. "Yeah. Anthony caught up to me before I got there, so he heard it. Sorry."
   "No, that's fine." I give him a smile.
   "What's wrong with Anthony, Noen?" Griffin calls from down the hall.
   "Nothing," he says firmly before walking back into our room.
   "Is something wrong?" Chase asks quietly.
   I shake my head. "No. Everything's better now." I smile and follow Noen.