The Dawn Of Us (Bangchan ff)

Chapter 6

chan's pov
"then help me... Please"
my heart was breaking at the sight of her teary and puffy eyes. They were empty without hope without its spark. She looked broken and I felt something happen. I felt myself move closer to her wrapping my arms around her tiny body. She was shaking. She started crying in my chest hugging me tightly. I felt warm in her embrace and I wanted to hold her forever. Still hugging I pushed her inside with my whole body. She obeyed and followed my movements making small steps in her apartment. I closed the door behind us and stayed like that until she stopped sobbing.

Jiwoo pov
He hugged me. I started crying in his chest letting go of all of the pain. I know I should've called my guards but I didn't have the strenght. His hug felt so warm and comfortable I could hold him forever. I hugged him back closing our bodies closer. He started walking towards while still hugging. I followed his movements and made small steps back. He closed the door and we stayed like that until I stopped crying.

He let go of me when he noticed I stopped crying.
He held my shoulders looking me up and down.
"are you okay? Tell me what happened"
I stayed quite looking down on my feet.
"come on you can tell me what happened. You can trust me. I'm your friend"
I looked in his eyes mine were watering again.
"I'm not someone who deserves to have friends and be happy. It's just not something my life is made of. So please don't make me consider you a friend because I know I will eventually lose you like everything so far"
He stood in awe not moving an inch.
"everyone deserve to be happy. Please let me be your friend. You can trust me that I will never leave you. Ever."
"but I've only just met you. How can I trust you."
"just trust me"
I started crying again and hugging him.
"thank you"
"when you'll be ready to talk about what happened call me"
I nodded.
"one more thing. I don't think I caught your name earlier. What was it again?"
"ahh it's j-"

"MISS YOON!!!"
I saw Lucas swinging the door open  running towards me. He shook my shoulders and he looked very worried.
"miss what happened?! Are you alright?! You should've called me immediately!"
He was observing my whole body making sure I'm okay.

Chan's pov
"MISS YOON!!!"
Shit can people let me know this girl's name already.
I saw a guy running in her apartment he looked about my age with fit body. He shook her by her shoulders. He looked very worried and very close to her. I scoffed.
"miss what happened?! Are you alright?! You should've called me immediately!"

Why should she call him? I'm here so she's alright. It's not like he's her boyfriend or something. Aish he annoyes me already.

I rolled my eyes.
"you didn't do anything stupid right? Promise me you didn't!"
"i-"
"calm down. You're scaring her. I don't know what you're talking about but she did nothing stupid. I was here for the whole time so you don't have to worry. So you can leave."
I pointed at the door. I admit I looked very arrogant but he just annoyed me so much.
"I'm sorry and you are?"

Gosh so ignorant.

"the name's bangchan. And who do you think you are? How can you go around breaking in random girls apartment and touching them?"
With that I pushed his hands of off girls shoulders because it was obvious she was uncomfortable.
He looked very annoyed by me. Success.
"look mister bang I think I should be asking you the same thing. I in fact am responsible for her and have the right to ask her what's wrong. You on the other hand are just a stranger who was on the right place at the right time."
I was very pissed at this point.
" well I'm her friend which basically means I have the right to comfort her if she needs it and-"
" she's not allowed to have friends unless I or my partner approve of them! And I so far DO NOT approve of you which means to her you're just a new neighbor next door until I say otherwise!"
He was yelling at me really loudly.

What? Is that true, she's really not allowed to have friends? But why? She's full of secrets indeed.

I was about to say something when the girl started talking.
" c-chan.. I.. I think you should go. I-I told y-you that being M-my friend isn't a go-good idea. T-thank you for everything."
She bowed and the man looked very proud. I was shocked. She looked so scared.
I just turned around and left the apartment.
"fine"
Girl walked toward me closing the door behind me and whispering.
"I'm sorry"
And I left.

Jiwoo pov
"I'm sorry"
And he's gone. And now I'm stuck here with lucas. I'm kind of scared of him he kind of gives of some strange vibes that I don't like.
"I'm tired I think I'll go to sleep now."
"do you want me to stay here with you if that guy returns?"

Correction. I REALLY don't like this guy.

"n-no I'm good. He won't bother me trust me. But I'll call if anything happenes"
He nodded and left.
I let out a deep breath that I was holding in for the whole ass scene. I was so overwhelmed just now. Then i stared out the window. It was raining. Still. I looked at the picture on my cupboard.

Shit

"I miss you mom..."

A tear slipped down my cheek as I wiped it away instantly.

It hurts. The pain. I miss her.

I felt myself drifting away and becoming an emotional mess. I ran to the bathroom and looked for my calming pills and my antidepression pills. My tears were streaming down my cheeks and I was choosing between taking pills and cutting. I was threwing all the stuff on the shelves out of the way. The loud noises were probably heard outside my apartment.

"WHERE ARE THEY?!"
I finally found them and took one. My breathing slowly got more relaxed and I could finally think straight.
I went to bed and slept..
It was a long ass day..

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