The Dawn Of Us (Bangchan ff)

Chapter 9

Chan's pov

"chan... I'm scared.. Can I sleep here tonight?"

I stood there shocked. I saw her red nose and her dark circles around her eyes. She looked tired. She was shivering. I suddenly hugged her.
"of course"
She just smiled and we went inside.
I sat her down on the couch and looked in her eyes.

"why are you scared?"
"w-well.. Y-you know... What happened in the a-alley.. The gunshot really scared me and I had a nightmare that I was shot and now I'm really scared."

I hugged her tightly but I was smiling.

"why are you smiling?"
"I'm just happy that you're not scared of me."
"i was at first.. But I know you and I know that you wouldn't harm me."

I pulled away looking in her eyes.

Beautiful...

I was left in thought and before I could do anything stupid I changed the theme of the conversation.

"make yourself comfortable. You can sleep on my bed I'll sleep on the couch"
"are you sure? I mean i want you to sleep comfortable. I can sleep in the couch it's not a problem."
"don't worry I'm okay. Besides everytime the guys come over I sleep on the couch so I'm used to it."
"okay if you're sure."
"I am don't worry. Just sleep and if you're scared feel free to wake me up."

I'm sorry.. I don't want to scare you more but I'll have to tell you soon.. I have to protect you..

She nodded and went under the blankets.
She looks so cute.. Wait what?

I turned off the light and went to the living room. I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes.
I was half asleep when I heard something similar to squealing.
I quickly got up and ran to my room. I turned on the light. She was turning around and hugging one of my pillows hard. She was so cute.

"are you okay? Are you scared?"

She nodded and I went to her. I patted her head smiling a little.

"actually.. There's something I have to tell you.. But promise me you won't be scared and that you won't tell this to anyone. Not even Blake and lucas. Can you promise that?"

She nodded.

Jiwoo pov

"good...listen.. I'm not who you think I am and I am telling you this so you'll understand everything just because I care what you think and for your sake because I want to protect you. My job is... Kind of special. I'm a leader of mafia organisation called stray kids. The guy you saved today was jongin he's the youngest in our group and he's unexperienced. But understand that the mafia I lead is a good mafia. Well we're not really in good terms with the police but military trusts us and officially we're militarys special unit. we help with saving hostages and capturing dealers with weapons and drugs. The guys that were in the alley were the guys from the organisation Blackwood. They're our current target but they're trying to take us down. We don't know anything about them we just know that they're trying to kill all of us. The guys were killed by my hand but one of the three got away. I'm scared that the guy remembers you and that he'll target you because you saw his face. Or even worse.. Think you're a part of us... "

I stopped breathing. I was speechless. I couldn't believe what I just heard.

I must be mistaken. The hell? He's messing with me isn't he. All shit in the alley was just so he could talk to me. I bet that's the case!
But what if it's true. Then that means.. That.. I'm.. In danger? That means that.. He's... Dengerous.

There was an intense silence that cut thru my lungs like a knife. He was just waiting for my response but it seemed like my blank unreadable expression made him worried of my reaction.
Yes I was scared.
Yes I was confused.
And yes I would rather be anywhere else but here now but I can't just leave him.

"o.. Okay.. Let me get this straight. You are in a mafia and those guys were your enemies. But now I'm in danger because I saw their faces and because I helped jongin."

"yes.. I'm sorry.. I know you're confused. I promise ill protect you. Its not your fault."

"i-"

I stood up from the couch. I was starting to get anxious. How is gonna protect me?

"how exactly do you plan to protect me?"
"Well.. You'd have to be with me all the time... No Blake or lucas and you shouldn't be alone at least not until you're properly trained..."

Shit...
I have to be with him all the time?
Without blake and lucas?
With my anxious mind?
He'll find out why I'm in korea in no time...

"a-all the time?"
"yes... Is that a problem?"
"I'm sorry... I think I have to go I'll see you tomorrow probably.. Umm.."

I know it was rude to just go without explaining but I was getting extremely anxious... I didn't want him to notice it.

I went back to my apartment locking the door behind me.

Hell no! This is not happening.. Why me?

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I hope this story doesn't flop I'm working really hard on it.
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