Unexpected events occur which bring a girl and a boy together... But everything is not as easy as it seems.
This is my first ff please like it hehe..
It will go under major editing but story will stay the same.
Also I'm sorry for my grammar, Engli...
I'm so sorry but I'll have to take a little break for some time. Today (in my country) is 17th of December. Tomorrow is a very special anniversary. It's shinee's jonghyun's 2 year anniversary.
For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, Jonghyun of shinee committed suicide two years ago due to mental health issues. There are lots of articles about the topic so you can read more about it there.
I just wanted to say that my mind has really not been at the right place right now. I've been mourning for the past week and I've gotten to the point where I feel like I'll collapse any moment. Shinee's Jonghyun was my ultimate bias and the one person that got me into kpop. He was the only person I felt a true connection to when I was at my lowest. His music, his smile, his words.. Everything about him helped me recover. I feel really guilty for not being able to help him when he needed it. He was an angel that didn't deserve to live with this awful human race. He was more than that. I believe he's in the better place now. A true angel. I just wanted to take this opportunity to thank him for everything he's done for shinee, shawols, kpop and for me. I want to thank him for existing and even tho he's not with us in a physical form he will always be with us in out hearts. I think of him everyday. I question if he's finally happy, all the time. I will never forget him. It might sound weird but it feels like I've lost a soulmate 2 years ago. Someone I felt like I truly knew for my whole life without knowing them in person.
Jonghyun. Are you happy? How is it up there? Are you proud?
Thank you for everything. You'll never understand how many great things you've done without even knowing. Please visit us soon, smile with us and lead us to join you when the time comes.
Shawols love you. Shinee love you. I love you.
You did well Jonghyun.
Goodbye ~
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