The Dawn Of Us (Bangchan ff)

Chapter 7

I woke up tired. Black circles under my eyes even darker than usual. From the moment I woke up i knew that the day will be very hard. I felt my anxiety increase that day and unfortunate for me I had to go to the therapist.
Well I can't be to harsh... He's very nice and I feel comfortable with him but.. I still get scared of opening up to people.
I ate my breakfast and took a shower. I really felt my anxiety attack making me nervous and sweaty.
My attacks usually aren't visible they're an inside thing when I feel really weak and nervous and it feels like my mind is trapped in a tiny box were my deepest fears are haunting me and I can't scream for help. Something like that. But they are visible from time to time like panic attacks.
I decided to take a walk while listening to music to ease my mind a little. I walked out with my earphones in. I closed the door and walked down the hall. I noticed chan walking out of his apartment so I quickened my pace and basically ran out.
I stopped to catch some breath and continued waking on the street.

It's summer... I should get a summer job I could be more social like that plus I need money..

Just as I was thinking I bumped in a figure. I fell back but the figure caught my wrist. I looked up and saw a handsome man in his early 20s.

"I'm so sorry. Are you okay miss?"
"y-yes I'm fine"

My heart started beating like crazy. I was melting at the sight of his dark puppy eyes staring in my soul.
I was getting lost in his eyes when I realised I was staring.

"I-I'm sorry I wasn't careful it's my fault."

He smiled and ruffled my hair.

"don't worry it's not your fault. Anyway I'm kind of in a hurry I hope we can meet again"
"y-yea.."

I watched open mouthed as the silhuete of a misterious man slowly disappeared.

I think that's enough of fresh air for today.

I opened a front camera on my phone and checked myself. I was blushing.

Shoot.

I headed home smiling like an idiot. As I was waking I got hungry so I went in a grocery store to buy some instant noodles.
I entered and started choosing between flavours. When I felt a presence near me. I looked on my left and saw.. Chan?

"hello!"

He waved smiling and his English accent made it extra cute.

"you were not supposed to talk to me."
"and yet we're talking"

I chuckled a little. He looked at me weardly.

"what?"
"you seem in a really good mood today"
"oh yeah that.."

I was in fact smiling and probably blushing the whole time. Gosh that boy really messed me up.

"why are you blushing?"
"none of your business"

I teased and turned away to irritate him a little.

"tell meee. *gasp* do you like me??"
"never in a million years!"

He pouted.

"fine. I met this guy that I bumped in while walking. He's really handsome and sweet."
"a guy?? Handsome??? Have you met me??"
"well yes.. But.. You know.."

He rolled his eyes and I chuckled. We paid for our stuff and went home.

"do you want me to tell you how he caughet me when I almost fell??"
"no"
"okay well i was waking and wasn'-"

Time skip

When we arrived it was almost the time for my therapy session. I got a call from lucas saying that Blake is going to drive me to the therapist. He also said that he saw me come in with chan. I got chills.

Shit

He warned me again not to meet or even talk to him. I just agreed and hung up the call.
I took my pills and dressed in black jeans and white t-shirt. I called blake to come pick me up.

Chan's pov
I was observing the girl walking to the black car with one of the guys.

Where's she going? I don't like this...
She's indeed a mystery girl..

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Hope you like it. Might me more of a boring chapter.
Actually I need some advice. I'd like to do something that you enjoy reading so I'm kind of split... Do you want me to make a mafia story or more of a romantic based story (if that makes sense) with normal jobs just a lot of drama... I have ideas for both but I just can't decide so please comment so I can write more easily thank youuu <3

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