Smoke || larry

30

"Get off me, monkey," Louis laughs as Harry clings to him and kisses his neck. He's been having a good few days - thanks to the supply Louis bought not too long ago - and he's in a really energetic mood.

"No. I want to stay in your arms forever," Harry pouts and then he leans back in and blows a raspberry on Louis' neck. Louis let's out a tiny squeal and tries to move from under Harry, but Harry sits on him and looks up at his face. Louis' smiling and his eyes are wide and happy. His cheeks are flushed from laughing and his lips red from kissing.

"I have to pee," Louis tells him and Harry narrows his eyes, but gets off the tinier boy. Louis just jumps up and shuffles out of the room. Harry watches him and he can feel his face form an even bigger smile. Louis comes back in a few minutes later and jumps on top of Harry, giving him an over exaggerated kiss on the cheek.

"Miss me?" He teases and Harry kisses him to answer the question. Louis hums into his mouth and his tongue moves with Harrys so effortlessly. It's flawless and wonderful.

"They're playing spin the bottle downstairs," Louis breathes out when Harry moves his mouth so he can nip at Louis' jaw.

"Hmm," Harry hums, his lips kissing over his lovers skin.

"We should go play," Louis whispers. Harry sucks on his skin, nipping at the area so he can leave his mark. He hears Louis moan as he works on creating the hickey and it makes him feel hot all over. He removes his mouth and licks at the spot before sliding out from under Louis and smirking.

"Let's go play."

The two boys run down the stairs and Louis jumps on Harrys back when they reach the bottom step. It's nice to have a simple relationship like this. Everything lately for them has been hectic and hard, but right now it feels good. It feels normal.

They enter the main room and find everyone sitting in a circle. There's beer on the table and Perrie has a joint tucked behind her ear. Harry flops down and Louis sits beside him. The air in the room is light and no one comments when Louis pulls out his crack pipe and him and Harry take hits. No one comments about anything, even when the bottle is spinning around the circle.

The first people to kiss are Perrie and Daniel. It's just a small peck, nothing to read into and Harry laughs at the way Daniel complains about her lipgloss and scrubs at his lips.

Four beer later and many hits, Matt spins the bottle and it lands on Louis. It's like the whole room freezes and Louis looks at Harry as does Matt. Everyone's waiting for his reaction and he wants to say no, but he'd seem ridiculous if he did that so he nods. He watches as the two boys lean in and their lips connect like they have before and they both seem to linger longer than the others before pulling away. It all just makes Harry feel queasy.

After that people continue to drink and chat and giggle. The bottle spins but Harry separates himself from the group and moves to sit on the couch where he can smoke to his hearts content. He watches as Louis laughs at something either Daniel or Matt says and his heart feels heavy. He gets jealous so easily and it's terrible, but he can't control it.
He stands from the couch and rushes into the kitchen. His heart is pounding in his chest and his mind is fuzzy from intoxication. Matts kissed Louis so many times. They've had sex and Matt used to love him. They just kissed again and it's driving Harry to the point where he wants to rip his hair out.

"Hey are you okay?" A voice asks and Harry whips around to see Daniel stumble into the room. His eyes are bloodshot from drinking and he can't even stand without wobbling. Harry imagines he looks no better.

"No. I'm jealous. Always jealous and insecure and I worry he'll leave, you know? I'm slowly driving myself insane with paranoia," Harry rushes out, his feet moving so he's pacing back and forth.