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After the fight, I was in terrible pain on my right side of my face. My body and my knuckles hurt they were bruised up. I tried covering my hand It didn't seem to work as good as I planned it to be. I went to my class and my professor told me what's up with my face "Got into a fight with couple if friends" I said which was true but it wasn't I was really getting a little ancy, my veins getting a little...Madison: 'Need heroine in my system can't keep it together! Stop fucking kicking your legs!' said the voice "Fuck! I need to go! I-I can't concentrate! Fuck!!!" I mumbled My stomach hurting like war is happening  in my stomach! it's killing me need-to-get-out! "Professor!" I said raising my hand and slamming on the desk "What's wrong Madison?" he said across the big room. "I need to go to the bathroom!" I said sweat going down my face. "Yeah but hurry fast!" he said I moved all my stuff and I went to the bathroom and started to make myself throw up because my stomach and my veins were killing me. I put my fingers in my mouth and throw up. Madison: 'Oh dear lord. This sucks! Oh my god! Look you could see red! What is that? Madison!' said the voice "Shut!-UP!" I said my mouth full with vomit."Shut the fuck- I threw up again. "Oh my Fuck!" I said grabbing toilet paper wiping my mouth and the toilet. "Good god that's a lot of toilet paper that has been used."

My legs hurt like a bitch. "Heyy! I thought you died Haha" Said Lailani "I wish" I said walking inside. "So how's college?" said Lailani "Shit, I threw up" I said looking for food inside of the fridge "I'll make myself an egg and rise mixed. "You have gotten skinny" said Lailani "Really? I don't see it" I said cooking the egg. "Did you already eat? I could make you some" I said asking her "Nah it's fine but you really do need to eat dude your turning into bone" said Lailani "Shut up" I said laughing. "Anyways I got a question to ask you..." said Lailani seriously. "What's up...?" I said getting nervous. "So I heard you fought someone is that true?" said Lailani "Yeah I did, I thought you were going to ask something serious. I got scared" I said relieved. Madison: 'Scars huh?' said the voice. "Was that first time fighting someone?" She said kinda smiling "Yes that was my first time and I kicked ass" I said smiling and proud of myself. "Soo how's your Love" said Lailani "Oh I forgot I didn't still you...but we stopped dating" I said disappointed, I really did love her but it's just things "Shit sorry for hearing that but what happened you were so happy in 11th and 12th grade" said Lailani "I know I really was and do still love her...but I have to move on I guess" I said trying to believe it. "Just forget about her Madison...I'm heading to bed, we'll talk later" said Lailani. "Alright Goodnight." I said throwing away my unfinish food. I went to my room and sat down on my bed thinking about how my life is great with drugs but not good with my family...

2:30 Am. I hear ringing next to my ears and it's annoying. The ringing stopped...But in seconds it starts again! Ugh! "Bethany?" why is my sister calling me... "Bethany why are you calling?" I asked "M-Madison?" Bethany said has her words get cut off "Yes? Hello Why did you call me?" I asked once more. "Madison- Mom i-s is in the hospital-m-mom is sick w-we dont know if she's going to b-be okay. And I-I'm letting you know this if you could come..." said Bethany, I have no other choice I have to go because it's my mom even though not-but the voice wasn't really helping me with the situation.  Madison: 'You do have a choice...Just don't go, remember she didn't even care once she you have been accepted' said the voice. "I'll come fast don't worry" I said hanging up as I open my door of my room way to loud. I grabbed my coat and putting it on making a lot of noise. "Uh yes, hello? Can I get a taxi to the hospital in 2av? Yes, 8 dollars? Okay thank you!" this taxi better come fast! "What's the whole noise about!?" said Lailani angry for making such big noises "I have to go to the hospital to see my mom!" I said closing the door as I hear honking of a car, my taxi? "Taxi for 3av?" I asked "Yes" said the black man "And we have to be fast!" I said as I get nervous... "Fuck...Not even a month has gone by and shit is happening out of no where!" I muttered under my breath. 

"Okay that would be 8 dollars Ma'am" I pay them and I leave the car. I ran inside of the hospital and asked for Elizabeth Sky Scarlett! With two T's. "3rd-floor room 308," said the disk lady, I take the elevator and the patience I couldn't keep it together
I walk and it felt like the ground was grabbing not wanting me to walk over there. I take a deep breath in and I peak my head in and everyone was sitting around my mom, My older brother ( Conner) and my older sister and my middle brother ( Max). I make a step in. The step of the sound hitting the floor were filling my ears and the awkward pause of just staring. "Madisons why are you here?" said Max "I invited her here" said My sister bethany. "Yeah I thoguht everyone knew?" I said confused "You told her!? Why!" said Conner "Because I felt bad and she is are sister Conner!" said Bethany looking at me "Oh yeah sure she definitely cares about moms life! she clearly doesn't care about hers!" said Conner yelling at me loudly "Shut up! why does it fuckin matter to you!" I said yelling back "Que esta pasando? ( What is happening?)"said my mom waking up from her little nap. "Get out of here you make mom suffer even more! You make her I embarrassed, even us!" said Conner...what a family support... "¿Por qué está ella aquí? (Why is she here?)" said my mom "¡Porque Bethany me dijo que viniera pero lo hice porque me importa! (Because bethany told me to come but I did because I care!)" I said to my mom in spanish. "Claro que sí ... ¡Jaja! ¡A la mujer que le importa ahora pero antes no! (Sure you do...Haha! The woman who cares now but before no you didn't!)" said my mom being sarcastic.
"OH, así que cuando tu lo haces, está bien, pero cuando lo hago, ¡ no está BIEN! (OH so when you do it to me it's fine but when I do it, it's not  FINE is that it!)" Why is she doing this to me! Why! Madison: 'Just run. Madison just run. Run away! Ignore them leave! LEAVE!' said the voice "I'm out! Should've never fuckin come" I said walking out and walking to Lailani house "I hate everything the moment everything started! when life started to come to an end! I can't even be with anyone because I'm me! Me! Why am I the person who I am!" I couldn't think I was in so much pain... my legs hurted from the long walk to Lailani house. "I wanna kill myself then everyone will be fuckin happy! Happy that I'm GONE!" I open the door with my keys and I went to my room and started to look for Razor blad to cutt myself. I did like five cutts in my hands not my wrist... "Madison?" said Lailani knocking on my door "What is it?" I said putting my Razor away quick. "Can we talk?" said Lailani sounding like I'm in trouble. "What happened?" I said walking and sitting on the couch, covering my hand. "Madison...what happened to your mom? is she okay?" said Lailani...This conversation took forever...so it got boring quick.

I'm easily bored.

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