"Your mother is dying"
"What?"
Madison was 25 years old the day that her mother died.
"I'm just so scared!" said Madison older sister Bethany. "I hope shes okay, oh my god...God please don't take her away not now" Bethany put her hands together gripping them so tightly, wanting to not loss faith. "Mom is going to fine she'll be okay..." my older brother Conner, desperately trying to make my older sister feel better. "Yeah she's probably fine, were over here worrying" I said trying to hard to make it "good", "What if she's not!" said Bethany started to sound she's about to cry. "Let's hope she's fine..." said my other brother Max. We waited for minutes, then minutes turned into hours. When a doctor walked up to us, Bethany jumped up from her seat and asked the doctor if our mother was going to be fine! "We don't know yet. We tried to see if our medication would help her but it seems like her body doesn't wanna expect it. Maybe it's best to pull-"
"What! Are you crazy! we're not going to do that to our mom!" said Bethany shocked and pissed "Beth...Calm down" I told her "No...we're not going to-to do that! no!" said Bethany stutters with her words "Sorry but we cannot do anything her body won't expect our help Ma'am" said the Doctor trying to make my sister to understand. The Doctor walks away "C-conner we can't w-we just can't!" my sister fell on my brother and hugged him crying "Maybe it's right f-for mom! She's suffering so much right now" said Conner trying to not break down with but trying to stay strong. Max is just sobbing quietly tears rolling down his cheeks. I'm trying to keep from crying but I can't. "I think C-conners right, Beth" I said supporting conners idea "How could you say that Madison! I don't want her gone!" it was hard to see my sister cry so much and see her heart broken. Every moment every second! I'm getting scared for the sad truth! I'm praying to god and my dad for my mom to be okay! To come out okay! I don't want her to leave us just yet! Not now! "Ms. Rashane?" said the doctor. "That's m-me!" said Bethany trying to catch her breath. "Ms. Rashane and you three...I'm sorry... B-but we couldn't do anything...we tried hard we tried to save her... we couldn't." I looked at my older brother... "Fuck! shit!" said conner put his hands on his head crying "No! No!! Mom! Oh my god! NOO!" Bethany worst nightmare became reality. Max was hugging Bethany keeping her on her feet. I didn't realize At the moment that...my mother is gone. I have no parents. I have no one. I have no one to show my kids if I even have some.
My mom is never going to see what I've become. What I succeeded. All four us walked in out mom's room. I sat down where her legs were. My sister sat next her shoulder crying. My two brothers standing behind us. I lost time! I lost so much in myself! Mom I've been the worst daughter you gave birth to! I couldn't show love and affection towards you when you were alive because for so many years I left alone. I kept you out! I shut you out... Mom Forgive me! I'm not a daughter figure I'm a disappointment and a disgrace! "M-mom I'm sorry...i'm stupid for even leaving you... leaving to suffer" I started to sobb cry so freaking hard an loud my heart my broken shattered...my mom... I put my head out and cried loudly that I couldn't hear my own thoughts... I cried gripping my moms blanket! I didn't wanna let go I didn't wanna see her leave me leave us...not like dad...I don't want her to leave me.
I love you mom and dad. I miss you guys so much.
Made by: D.a
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Non-FictionThis is about Madison Scarlett who was a drug-addicted, But this part of her life is when, how, did she start and how she ended up so down the hill in her life, and how her family wasn't a family anymore, how they think about her and how she distan...
