Start

Say so Long to Everything.

February 28, 2011, One day after the incident.

"Number 407 Ice Coffee?" said the lady "Yes uh it's me," I said walking to the lady and taking my  Ice Coffee. "Have a nice day!" said the Lady Madison: 'Are day is just almost perfect.' said the Voice "Indeed!" I said walking to my college. "Oh Hello, Ms. Scarlett! Would you like to join us?" said my professor (White and tall skinnyish, Brown hair with glasses with and blue button-up shirt) in front of everyone from my classmates, What An asshole but he's chill. "Oh Sorry I was busy getting coffee I didn't get some this morning," I said across the room. "All right just take a seat," said my professor. Madison: 'Your an idiot! You have short sleeves you FOOL!' the voice was right I forgot about yesterday! What Do I do! "Whoa! what happened to you there?" said My professor holding a...test? My Professor looked at my wrist and point at it. "Oh it's nothing," I said covering it getting a little worried... "Oh great another test..." I said muttering to myself. "Oh-oh Yeah Another one, Yeah...Um...I know this is like your 2 months here but see me after class" said my professor handing me my test...Shit...I'm in trouble! "You guys can start," said the professor, I'm going to bullshit this test! "I'm going to fail...I'm going to fail," I said mumbling to myself, Madison: 'No wonder your classmates think you're weird' The voice said. "Shut up!" I said a little loud. Shaking, shaking, Shaking, profusely, Unstoppable, sweating, nervousness, "Stupid body!" I said to myself. "Done?" said my Professor in my face scaring me and looking at me with one eyebrow up "Oh-oh Uh. yes!- Yes. I'm done." I said talking out of breath. Giving him my paper. "Remember After Class," said my Professor walking away to another student. "Right! Forgot!" I said under my breath. Class ended after he collected all our paper. I waited for everyone to leave, and I swear I could hear everyone talking and whispering... "Madison, Come on," I walked towards him he told me to take a seat. "Madison How's your home?" said the professor, Why is he asking this question...I looked at him.

Madison: 'Remember Madison! Mothers Rules! (Madisons Moms Voice) "Whatever you do! Don't tell them Or they'll take me away from you" Fuck...Fuck! "...Good!" I-I can't tell, say, speak! Sweating, SWEATING! "Can I go now?" I said nervously legs shaking, hands shaking. "Calm Down were not done here, Madison about that in your wrist could you explain that" Shit! SHIT! Fuck! "Uh-It's a-a Mosquito bite," I said dying inside and completely shiting myself. "Oh really? I didn't know In February we had Mosquitos?" said my professor "Haha! What are the odds" I said really fucking up big time! "Can I go now?" I asked, "Okay, Make sure you don't get another Mosquito bite," said my professor. "Haha Yeah," I said nervously laughing "Yeah," I said walking out. Saturday I was planning to hang out with my girlfriend but she said she had to do something with her mom...I mean I live next door to her and I don't go out that much, I didn't worry or bother. So I decided to text my friend Lailani so we can hang out. The hang out was quick and early to end But I learned that she moved out and has a place I found that rather exciting , I wish I could do the same. On Sunday I wanted to hang out with Danielle But again she said she can't that she was busy...I get it moms asking for their 20-year-old daughter to help bills or other things. This weekend did go fast... On Monday I went to school and I was really sad but I also was wondering if she was telling the truth. I came out of class and it was weird seeing my professor again... I got my stuff and left. I Stepped outside my classroom I hear someone calling my middle name"Sky!" said Danielle walking towards me.

"Let me see your wrist!" said Danielle, Madison: 'How the fuck does she know? I bet one of your friends or Gianna? No right' said the voice "What are you talking about?" I said acting dumb "Madison don't play! Let me see" she said grabbing my wrist and pulling me towards her "Fuck! OW!" I said in pain, Danielle looked at my wrist. " I Can't believe you! How could you do this? How!" said Danielle tearing up and her voice shaking "Can we talk about this somewhere else," I said walking while she keeps holding on to my wrist. We walked to a big park and stop in a spot that no one was around. "Madison this is not okay! I can't believe it!" I was more concerned who the fuck told her? "Wait first of all who told you?" I asked. "Joe... told me," said Danielle "Joe?! How did he get that fuckin information from? And why do you still talk to him?" I said pissed "Gianna's friends with Joe's cousin so that's why he knew," she told me "fuck! Motherfucking asshole! And why do you still talk to him Huh?" I said pissed off " Were still friends Madison and we hanged out," she told me " Hanged out? When?" I asked, but she looked nervous to say. "Over the weekend when you were asking me to hang out..." she said looking down in shame "Wait What? You mean you were hanging out with him meanwhile I was thinking you didn't want to hang out with me?!" I said Pissed off "No Madison he was telling me how we can still be friends with us! The both of us that's all we were doing!" she said trying to make me wanna become friends with her ex? what is she crazy?! "haha! Oh yeah, so you spend two fuckin days with this guy talking about if he can be friends with us? Sure! You probably went to hang out with him, didn't you?! Meanwhile, I needed someone to support me but wait! you went to support him! " I said tearing up as thunder made a loud noise "Madison hold up!" she told me trying to hold my hands "No, No! no! stop! I can't do this anymore I can't add more pain in my system! I can't! I fuckin can't! I can't do this anymore...." I said looking back at her.

"Madison...please stop..." she said holding my hands as she places her left hand to my cheek. Then the rain starts to pour "You actually think I would be friends with HIM again?" I said moving her hand off my face "No..." she said while a tear rolls down her cheek. "You thought of your answer but NOT mine!" I couldn't believe this was happing to me. "I can't do this NO!, I just can't I'm sorry," I'm so angry and pissed I just couldn't believe it...I couldn't, I broke up with her right there. I kept on walking as it kept on raining but much more. "Madison wait! Madison...Hold up! Madison!" said yelled but her yells got covered by my thoughts. Madison: 'I'm never going to see her again! Never! How could she do this!' the voice said as I wipe the tears off my face. Sadness, anger, frustration, death, my head is lost. Classes were just a blur, my professor's voice all muffled by my sadness, I couldn't even focus. "What's wrong Madison you seem down lately?" said my sister Bethany. "Nothing...its just college that's all" I lied "Well that's how it is going to be for three more years," said told me while she laid down on the bed "Madison, I heard about the news are you okay?" Gianna told me through the phone "I'm fine it doesn't matter anymore..." I said sitting outside the stairs. "Can I ask you this one favor?" I asked and she replied "What?" she said then I told her "Can I do Heroin, let me do it again," I said "Sure anything to make you feel better," said answered. Madison: 'What a friend am I right?? I mean she said yeah!' said the voice. "Ah! Ow!" I said as Gianna inserts heroin. "Just relax your pain well be gone!" said Gianna but her voice got slower and I felt backward like I was falling off a building jumping to my death. "Haha! I can't stop laughing" I said smoking weed and laughing until I fell asleep...

I woke up confused, oh shit! mom! I need to go home! Like right now! "Uh thanks, Gianna! But I have to go my mom is going to beat my ass!" I said. "Yeo chill! Yeo! Do you want pills? I can give it to you? If you want?" she asked soberly. "Uh sure how much?" I asked "Well like $30 but for you its its a little because your my best friend it's $20," said told me...How big difference in the change. "Why are you giving it to me? And what kind of pill by the way?" I told her "Your dream ones! Speed!" she told me pointing at them with her sober hand moving up and down "And also why? Because you're going to keep bothering for heroin might as while give you pills so I could chill." she told me forgetting I have to get out of her house like right now! "Thanks! Thanks, I have to go bye!" I said running home like crazy it was like four blocks away but yet so far! I ran like there was no tomorrow! I was a dead person! Dead, dead, dead, dead, DEAD! I knocked at my window and kept on knocking , and knocking "Fucking OPEN THE DOOR! COME ON!" I said yelling loud like I was a mad person, which I was a mad person and I wanted to go inside. "Yeo chill damn!" said my brother Max "Come on bro! And who's home?" I asked "Mom is not here and Bethany is at school" I was saved! Oh good "Where were you?" He asked...Shit... oh shit I even missed my work for today! "I was at work! And I'm tired I wanna go to sleep" I lied. I went inside and took a shower in warm water...to relax myself ...

Later on daniella knocked on my door, Shit! "Is Madison here?" said Daniella to my brother "Uh no..." he lied, because I told him too. "Oh really where did she go?" she asked "Uh she went outside to get fresh air that's what she said. But I don't really know" he lied. Madison: 'You lie just like your mother. Daughter like mother' the voice said "Shut up you fuck!" I said loud... Hours later I get a text message from Daniella "Can we talk about this, please let's at least do this right, please!" she texted I texted "Fine we can...talk later," I texted back. Madison: 'There goes humanity say so long to everything I guess' said the voice "Oh shut up!" I said turning off my phone.

So happy for this for sure!