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Chapter 3

October 26, 2012, second year of college.
Oh my god, the world is about to end! Everyone thought.

Too hot. Too sleepy. Not able to move without feeling like I'm about to fall just by standing up...
"I didn't even say goodbye...They told me to get the fuck out...No one wants around this is why I'm not going to see them every again" I said Gianna my voice shaking of sadness "It's okay lil bro you don't need them, And plus they didn't even seem to care before, you don't need them trust me...not after what they did to you." said Gianna calling me from the name she gave me. "Yeah I guess your right Gianna...I guess your right...But you know what it's stupid...My sister told me to come to the hospital and she didn't even say anything to back me up." I said Pissed off, I am right why didn't she do anything, Why was she was saying that she called me here but not defending me. "I don't care anymore...Not this time" I said smoking. "I hope your mom gets better lil bro" said Gianna "...Me too" I'm not sure anymore... I walked home trying not to get ran over by a car. "Your late" said Lailani to as I walk in trying to act as normal as I can. "You okay? you looking at the floor to much?" said Lailani suspecting something is wrong with me. "Oh I just...Uh You know me I like looking at the floor" I said acting stupid "Mmm Let me see your eyes" said Lailani "Uh I'm very sleepy Lailani Lets talk about this later" I said walking to my room and opening the door "Wait- I closed the door, I felt rude by closing the door on her.

"Blahhaaaaa!!!!" I vomit inside the bathroom "Hey are you okay!?" said Lailani knocking on the door "fuck..!" I said grabbing paper to wipe my mouth "Fuck, Fuck" I kept saying trying to get up but failed. "Madison I'm going to inside!" said Lailani yelling "No! Fuck..." I said sitting on the floor. "What the hell!?" said Lailani loudly like she saw murder "Yeo! what the hell happened?" said Lailani "huh? What do you think..?" I said getting up holding myself on the wall. "Madison you're acting weird than usual!" there goes that word again "Sorry I didn't mean to make you worried," I said cleaning up "Are you pregnant?!" Where did she get that- Ohh I get it the throwing up and shit, okay "Um no I'm not "pregnant" Why would I be?" It is true why would I get pregnant I don't kids their annoying and loud to much money to spent on. "I mean throwing up" said Lailani "Yeah Yeah yeah But I'm not pregnant" I said sounding like didn't care. Which I didn't. "I don't think I'm going to class today..." I said my stomach hurting, "Uh No you aren't" said Lailani helping me to get to bed. "Yeah I guess your right" I said laying down, "Close my door?" I said once Lailani was about to grabe the door handle. And she look at me to say the magic words... "Ugh...Please" I said rolling my eyes and smiling sarcastically "Thanks much better" said Lailani finally closing my door. "Ughh" I rolled around facing my closet on the wall.  Thinking about what should I wear for Halloween... "I mean everyone practically dead no more spirt for Halloween" I said sitting up words and looking outside with the window above the bed. "Should I call Gianna?" I asked myself Madison: 'I mean your alone and you feel sick also you just came back from vomiting sooo it's a yes!' the voice was right I mean it's going to make me feel better. "Plus what could go wrong? I'm in doors!" I put my hands up with excitement.

Knocking at this hour who could it be???? I open the door expecting Gianna "You look unsick" said Lailani "Hi??" I said confused "W-What are you doing here soooo early?" I said clenching my teeth with nervousness. "Oh Will I left early because I remember you were sick and I thought let me go home and stay with this sick bitch." Said Lailani taking of her sweaters, Madison: 'You have to get yout ass to the phone and tell Giann- there was a knock on the door... Lailani stepping away to go open the door "I'll get it!" I said as Lailani backed away and went back and continued to take of her stuff. "Heyy! Bitch!!" said Gianna Loud and high "SHhh!! Shut up!" I said trying to keep it quiet. "What's wrong?" said Gianna putting a sad face "My roommate is here and we can't do it" I said, she probably thought it was me being paranoid because I don't want people to see us. "Fuck her you told me to come here and I'm here either I go in orr? You come with and we go around the city and gett I don't know HIGH?" said Gianna leaning on my brick of three steps of stairs. "Hold up!" I said closing the door and little bit "Lailani! I heading out!" I grabbed my sweater and I put my shoes on "Wait, wait, wait where are you going?" said Lailani "Uh going to a cousin party I forgot to go so I'm going right now! Byee!" I said closing the door and Gianna was just sitting down on my steps. "Let's Gianna" I said walking down the steps. "Finally I was already falling asleep" said Gianna getting up "So where are we going to do it?" I said questioning "We're going to coney island!" said Gianna excited "What? At this time!?" I said, I mean I was over reacting it was only 5:00 pm. I mean the sun goes down earlier and fast.

We went to the same park we went 5 years ago back in 9th grade. "Shit I remember this place we drank and smoked and we fought" I said to Gianna missing back then... "Yeah I thought you wouldn't remember the place" said Gianna "I remember being scared to get caught and I came home late super late!" I said remembering how scared I was. "Yeah that's when you threw me water remember" she said geting out a water bottle and throwing it at me. "Oh my god! You bitch!" I said trying to get the water bottle out of her hands. Gianna set up the weed and heroin "Remember how I really wanted Dianella...That was soo Ugh! so like stressful" I said looking up at the moon, "such a beautiful moon." I said hitting my eyes with the bright white light bloom and the stars are twinkling waiting to be used as a wish. "It really is" said Gianna as we just looked up as the smoke goes in the air as it disappears.

I really like the moon.

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