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Flowers.

Looking for a house was really hard to find at the cheapest price. But I found a house. It's black and white and it's small. It costs "499,000?" I said in shock to a small house for a cheap price! I contacted the owner, I was pretty excited to see my new house. But I was also scared. How am I going to pay for rent and everything? well, I have to find out once I get to my house. I went to work and got my payment. "300 dollars" I counted and made sure it went to my wallet. I was pretty excited that everything is was going nice until the next day.

I went to the hospital where my mother. I brought her some flowers they're were red and white
flowers. I went to see her and she wasn't there? I was confused and scared I asked a passing doctor to ask where was my mother "Elizabeth Scarlett sir" I said my mother's name as I shake in fear. "She's on the fifth-floor room 507," said the doctor I went to the elevator and I was tapping my feet with nervousness. Once the doors of the elevator opened and I ran to the room as the flower petals start to fall of the beautiful red and white flowers. I get to the door and tried to open it but it didn't! it was with a lock. I looked inside and I saw her with a breathing tube. "Mom!" I said banging a bit on the plastic window of the door. I went back to tell the doctor that if they can open the door. I'm so worried, I'm gonna start crying "Ma'am The room 507 can you open it! please" I said to the doctor as she looked at me like I was going crazy. "Okay, Ma'am I can't do that unless your a family member?" said the doctor flipping pages. "I am!" I said banging my hand on the desk. The doctor looked at me and went to the computer "The name of the patient" said the doctor. "Elizabeth Scarlett," I said, Why can she hurry! I'm seconds away from going crazy, "Your name is?" said the doctor "Madison" I said in frustration "Last name?" Okay! She is taking way to long! "Madison Scarlett!" I said slowly and clearly. She went to open the door of the room where my mother is. The doctor closes the door behind her. "Mom! Mom..." I said as tears go rolling down my cheek "I'm too late...way to late!" I said sobbing touching my mother's shoulder.

I felt stupid...then I looked around and saw flowers... Other flowers... I got up from the chair and went towards the pile of flowers. "What?" I said in confusion, I looked at the flowers with the white cards on it and flipped it around to see my siblings names..."Bethany...Max...Conner...but how" I was so confused and thinking to myself... "They were here before?" I said to myself in shock and angry. Madison: 'No, they knew before you did' said the voice. Anger started to boil inside of me and Confused as to why they have done this to me! why me!? "Stupid, stupid!" I called myself multiple times. "Fuck!" I screamed it out. I but the flower right where the other flowers were. "Excuse me, Ma'am, I was wondering if you could tell me who came to that room before me?" I said strictly "Family?" said the doctor "Yes Family," I said waiting. I waited which it seemed like hours. I couldn't stop thinking...or believing...Why? Just why!? I was in so much anger I punched the wall. "Ma'am Uh...I have a record" said the doctor called me over "Um...Bethany sky and Max sky and Conner sky were here" said the doctor looking at with a worried look. "What time?" I asked, she looked back at her computer and checked "It says at 12:15 pm they arrived" said the doctor. "Oh my god..." I said whispering to myself and told the doctor that was all and walked away...

I walked back to Lailani's house and I was in so much anger but I didn't show it... "They didn't even tell me..." I said to myself, Madison: 'They didn't call you or send a message, nothing.' said the voice that was filling my ears with so much truth I couldn't handle! I went home and went straight to my room and took out a syringe and my heroin. "No more pain, no more truth, just calm down! I fuckin can't stay calm! how could I stay calm after something like that!" said sounding crazy. I fell back to the soft bed... It felt like flowers and soft, warm, calming place of wonder. Then I fell asleep. I wake up and I feel sore and my back hurts "What happened...?" I said Looking around, I looked at my phone to check the time "3 am? Ugh No...My homework" I said getting started. "Fucking third year and almost done and my grades are good and I'm over here trying to get my ass on top!" I said to myself as I take out my books and big heavy textbook "Bloody hell is fuckin HEAVY!" I was in so much anger I threw the textbook on the floor. "Helps you, my ass!" I said as I repeat what my teacher said to all the students. I started my homework and I worked on it until like the morning. Because I saw sunlight outside but I didn't look because I didn't want to get distracted. "Madison?" said Lailani walking around loud "Yeah!?" I responded back "Madison I'm going to my class I'll be back at 12, theres food in the fridge," said Lailani saying goodbye, And what? food inside the fridge? I finished my homework and printed out my work and made sure I did it right and the ink wasn't bad. I put everything away inside my bag and I got up to the fridge and ate the food that Lailani left me. I went outside for walk around the block. When I was walking I was thinking about what everything has happened lately. "Haha...I told myself I was going to be a better me..." I said rethinking what I said when I was only a freshman in college. How stupid could I have been for thinking such positive thoughts. "I made a stupid saying, I made a stupid lie. No matter how much I decided my decision my outcome will come back negative" it was the truth...Nothing I do it will not change anything...I'm such a fucking idiot.

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