B is for Babbling

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I was already having nerves surging through my entire body. I haven't been both nervous and excited at the same time for a very long time.

Was I too fast? Why do I miss her when we just saw each other this morning? Heck! We even talked all night.

I just remembered when I asked fate to work on my side to make this girl happy. Maybe, this is the answer to that.

I am just having ice cream with her. I had to berate myself. I need to calm down. I have a girlfriend. She is away but I promised to be faithful. I hate my life.

I need the ice cream now, more than anyone else.

I arrived at the mall so I called her.

She answered me and told me that she was on her way

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She answered me and told me that she was on her way.

Was I too forward? Goodness. I hate my overthinking self.

I almost forgot how to breathe when she came into my view. Was her legs ever so endless? She was wearing short shorts and a sexy top. Damn. Can a girl be any hotter?

"Hey" Arya and her very sultry voice disrupted the babblings inside my head.

"H-hi" that way my lame reply. I wanted to do facepalm. When will I stop stuttering around her?

"I thought you were just joking. I was not really sad. I was alone but not lonely" Arya told me.

"Hey.You tricked me. I thought you were truly sad"

"But since we are already here. You should buy me ice cream" she said with a beautiful mesmerizing smile.

"Okay, but have you had dinner already?"

"No, I haven't"

"Well, I can't let you eat ice cream without dinner. I'll treat you to dinner too then."

"Yay. But isn't it too much? We can split the bill for dinner"

"Don't worry I am loaded. My sponsor already wired my allowance today. Also, I got my paycheck."

"Well, I am in luck then. Thank you Zayne."

"You shouldn't be thanking me yet. I haven't even fed you.Where do you want to eat?"

She pointed a seafood restaurant. I agreed excitedly. Wow. Being with her feels so calming, so right.

I like her because she knows what she wants. I like her as a friend. Hahahahaha. I shouldn't like her as more. I shouldn't fall for her. We are friends. We should stay that way.

We entered the restaurant and took a seat. We were welcomed by a smiling waitress. She was simple but beautiful.

"A table for two ma'am?"

"Uhhh...y-yeah" my goodness did I just make myself look like an idiot again? Come on Zayne. Act cool dude.

She led us to a quiet nook which I appreciated. She told us along the lines that she will be back when we are ready to order. I was not really sure because I was distracted at how she smiled. I must have been staring at her lips. I could feel Arya staring at me.

"Ehem... Are you ready to order? Because I am" Arya said eyeing me suspiciously.

"Y-yeah. O-of course"
Damn, why am I a stammering idiot in front of beautiful ladies? I cursed myself inwardly. I always ace my Communication and English classes but I why do I fail at being cool around attractive women?

I should grow some balls. Damn, that is the point I do not have balls and neither do I want to have balls.

"Hey" Arya calling out my attention.

Apparently I zoned out again and my eyes were on the boobs part of the waitress. Damn, of all places that I could stare at why the hell did I land on the breast? I am embarrassing myself further. I should just stop being so gay all the time. LOL. As if I could help it.

"Ah yes, I want buttered shrimps, one rice and fried chicken, breast part" Way to go Zayne you being too obvious about having a fetish on boobs.

Who doesn't like good sized breasts that jiggles? HAHAHAHA. I sound like a creepy maniac who appears on peoples nightmares (facepalm).

And out of nowhere, someone kicked my feet. Ohh, I forgot I am with Arya. Damn. She was raising her brows at me.

"SO, you like the waitress?"
My goodness what is she saying? Damn, if there is someone I like in the restaurant, it would be Arya only. Well, that is if I would like anyone here at all. Deny it Zayne.

"WHAT?! No, of course not I am just babbling inside my head" I reasoned out.

"Uhuh. Okay, if you say so" she sounded so unconvinced. It made the atmosphere a little awkward.

The waitress came and placed our orders on the table. I made sure my eyes were else where away from the waitress.

We ate in silence. I could not find my words.

"So, Zayne, why did you invite me for ice cream besides the fact that told you I like ice cream on sad days?" She looked amused when she said it.

"I really thought you're sad. I want to be your friend. I want to make you happy" I did not just want her to be a friend. But, I have a girlfriend who was sick. I cannot break the heart of someone so broken and helpless already.

I sighed inwardly. I want to have more than friendship with Arya.

"Awweee. You are so adorable Zayne. Thank you" Arya said charmingly. Who am I kidding? The woman in front of me can make anyone fall for her. I am in deep sh*t if this continues. She should just be my friend, nothing more, nothing less.

"Don't thank me. I haven't made you happy yet."

"You already did." She gave me a wide smile which melted all the inward babbling of my brain.

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