love alarm | jikook

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3 days.

3 days since the end of Seoul High's field trip.

3 days since Jimin came out about his life outside school to Jungkook.

3 days since Jungkook did not attend his classes.

3 days since Jungkook did not make any contact with Jimin.

The senior slouched down on the couch as he stared aimlessly at his reflection on their turned off TV screen. He brought his hands to his hair and pulled at it frustratingly with a low groan. He felt his heart shattering when he saw the shocked and uneasy look on his boyfriend's face after he talked everything out to him.

"Jungkook, I—" Jimin grabbed the younger's hands and looked straight in his eyes, "– I didn't tell you something major about my life." With a low breath out he continued, "I know everyone at school says that I'm cold and is bad news. People don't like to associate with me but I don't blame them since I was brought up to keep distance from others. In my world, we're not allowed to grow close with people. They say that you don't know when someone would back stab you."

"They?" Jungkook was quite confused of what Jimin was saying to him but he remained calm.

Jimin nodded, "Kook, I'm the son of one of the biggest mobster of our country." The grip on Jungkook's hands got tight. "I'm sorry for hiding such an important thing from you but I didn't want our relationship to go down. I was scared of losing you and I still am." Jimin had his head facing the ground beneath them, his hands having a really strong and needy grip on Jungkook's and the next thing he knew was the younger pulling away.

"We should head back."

Jimin felt his world crumbling down when Jungkook just walked off without another word. He knew he fucked up big time- after all who would want to be close to a mobster, right? But the worst part was waking up to the news that Jungkook headed back to Seoul the next morning. He tried calling him alot of times but to no avail though he didn't dare to face him yet, so he didn't go to his house after returning from Jeju Island.

"You should seriously take a bath. You're stinking!" Taehyung scowled joining him on the couch. A sigh escaped his lips as he was unsuccessful at gaining any kind of reaction from his friend. "You should visit him." Jimin faced him, grim devouring his whole face. "You should approach him again. It must be hard for him too." Taehyung rubbed his friend's back in assurance.

Ding!

Both friends looked at eachother and then back at their cellphones which were solemnly placed on the glass table infront of them. Jimin's cellphone lit up pulling him instantly.

1 Heart.
One person under your 10 meter radius loves you.

Jimin immediately scrambled up and dashed up towards their front door. He swinged it open and there stood the person he was longing to see all these time. He felt his heart beating loudly, fluids filling up his eyes so he just pulled him in for a tight, longing hug. "I'm sorry~" He sobbed on the crook on Jungkook's neck who was quite taken aback but he surely hugged Jimin back and rubbed soothingly on his back. "I'm so, so sorry." Jimin continued like a chant making Jungkook to shed his own threatening tears. It was a heart breaking moment for the younger. He didn't ever imagined that Jimin would be so broken and would even break down infront of him or for him.

Taehyung stood by the front porch with a calm smile on his face. He didn't disturb them and just walked back to his room like a good best friend.

Even if it was quite nerve wracking for Jungkook to meet eyes with his senior, they had to break the hug. Jimin continued sniffling like a cute baby making Jungkook's heart break again. "Can I come in?" He asked to which Jimin immediately nodded and pulled him in. They settled down on the couch silently, awkwardness floating in the silent apartment. Jungkook cleared his throat and turned his body to face his still sniffling boyfriend.

"I'm sorry, hyung." He started but Jimin still didn't face him. "I'm sorry for disappearing. I know it was childish of me to just run away but–" A pout arrived on his lips as Jimin was still not facing him. "Look at me, hyung!" Jimin slowly faced him with a blush on his cheeks. "Are you shy?" Jungkook giggled poking his cheeks making Jimin to back away a bit with a pout. "Hyung, it was hard ok? You suddenly coming out to me. I wasn't prepared to say the least."

"Sorry."

"Oh no~" Jungkook pulled him to a warm embrace. "I know it must've been hard for you too. You know, when I was a kid I was ashamed to tell people that my dad was a chauffeur. Whenever teachers or my classmates asked me about my dad I was shy to tell them. I was so stupid." He slowly pulled away. "So I can imagine how much it must have stressed you to mend everything and the fact that you were scared to lose me, you don't have to worry about it." Jungkook brought his hand up and clasped his cheek and rubbed it with his thumb. "You won't lose me. I'm not gonna leave you, not even in your wildest dreams." He was quick at closing up the distance between them. Jimin warm heartedly embraced him and tilted his head and deepened the kiss. It was sweet and warm filled with showers of love and longingness for eachother.

"You forgive me?" Jungkook pouted with a tilt of his head making Jimin to chuckle at his face. "It would be a crime to ignore that face of yours." Jimin smiled, "I'm sorry, I should've told you before."

"Ok we're not talking about it anymore." Jungkook declared looking away from him. "But can I ask how you decided to come to me? I mean I tried contacting you for days now." No one would just realise things by sitting alone in a room. Jimin was sure that someone must've talked to him or something happened for Jungkook to actually come and approach him first after ignoring him for days. 6 days.

"Taehyung came to me." Jungkook glanced at Jimin, "He talked to me and shared alot of things with me. We were on mutual page on many aspects, so it was comforting when he talked to me. He told me a lot of stuffs about you too." A smug smile appeared on his lips immediately making Jimin to quirk a brow.

"What stuff?"

"Like how you pissed on your pants at the age of 17 and that you cried after watching Frozen?"

"Yah! That was because I was drunk and the washroom was occupied and–" Jimin stuttered and then continued in a low voice, "Frozen is a good movie." Jungkook found this side of Jimin very cute and wanted to experience more of it. "Ow, hyung is shy again?"

A smack was printed on Jungkook's nape making him to groan immediately while Jimin continued with his incoherent words, "Shut up or I'm not talking to you. That bitch Kim Taehyung is going to ge—" Jungkook stared up at his boyfriend's obnoxious talking with a giggle.

"I love you, hyung."

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