You're in my blud | YUNGBLUD

Thirty nine

Shores PoV

We had packed all my stuff and was now waiting are plane.

Doms hand had found itself on my inner thigh. His head turned to look at me. I turned my head to face his.

"Your really skinny"

He said with a sad face. I turned my head so I was no longer facing him.

"It's not that bad"

I replied to him.

"When did you eat last"

He asked me quietly. I shrugged as i genuinely didn't know.

"Not sure"

I replied to him.

"I'm gonna get you something"

He told me.

"Okay"

I said to him. I didn't have a problem, I just never really felt, hungry.

Dom Stood up and walked on over to one of the shops. Adam looked over to me from a few seats down.

"Wheres he off?"

Adam asked me.

"To grab some food"

I told Adam. He nodded.

"So what are you planning on doing, Dom wise?"

Adam asked me. I wasn't too sure to be honest.

"Not sure, gonna stay in a hotel so ash doesn't notice me. I'm gonna try get better I guess, see where things go with Dom"

I told adam, he nodded in response.

"Sounds like a plan"

Adam said, I have him a smile.

"Dom does really love you"

Adam said, a smile raised across my face.

"Maybe"

I replied. Adam shook his head in disagreement.

"He's not lying to you either, something shadys been going on with Ashley"

Adam confessed to me.

"Wait you didn't know?"

I asked Adam concerned.

"Know what?"

Adam asked. Dom Sat down between us and passed me a packaged chicken salad over.

"Adam doesn't know about the whole ash thing?"

I asked Dom, his face instantly dropped.

"Well I wasn't really suppose to tell anyone"

Dom said as he looked at me.

"Well you have to tell me now"

Adam said laughing slightly.

—

Dom had explained the whole situation whilst Adam sat stunned. I can't say I wasn't also stunned by a few things Dom added in that he hadn't said before.

"Wow I can't believe I didn't figure this out"

Adam said still stunned.

"Yeah sorry man"

Dom said apologetically. Adam spoke his head

"It's fine man"

Adam said pulling him in for a bro hug.

"Flight 308 boarding now"

The lady through the microphone shouted.

"That's us!"

Dom shouted as he stood up.

"Come on love!"

He said as he grabbed my hand to pull me up. I did so and followed him through to the gate. Adam followed behind us.

—

We all took our seats ready for the plane to start. Adam took his eye mask and put it over his eyes as he layer back

"Comfy there mate?"

I asked Adam laughing slightly.

"Yes I am actually"

He said as he revealed one eye. He gave me a dead eye before putting his mask back on. Me and Dom shared a laugh.

"You okay?"

I ask Dom as his leg taps rapidly.

"Not too Fond of flying"

He says as he gives me a fake smile.

"Youl be fine"

I said as I rubbed his leg. His eyes moved to my hand as a smile brought across his face. His eyes came back to mine, he looked me up and down.

"Your so fuckin hot I've missed you so much"

He laughed. I smiled at him, but for some reason I didn't feel like I use to when he complimented me. I use to get butterflies when I heard his voice, felt his touch. Now I felt nothing, and I truly felt bad that I didn't.

The plane started to move and Doms face went back to pure horror. I couldn't say I liked flying but it didn't exactly scare me.

—

We had been in the air half an hour, and Adam was still asleep. Me and Dom made small talk but I didn't really feel like talking.

With a sudden movement, Dom moved in to kiss me. His lips were close to mine but I didn't want to kiss him. I lent backwards dodging his kiss.

"You okay?"

He asked me.

"Yeah it's just, I don't know, I'm not sure how I feel about you right now"

I blurted out to him, he nodded.

"I understand. Maybe we should talk about what you want to happen"

Dom told me, and I nodded as I thought it would be a good idea.

"Okay so, im not mad with you but it's like I have this feeling about you, like I know for my own good I shouldn't be with you"

I said as Doms face saddened.

"I get what your saying but I love you"

He said to me,

"That's the problem Dom, I don't know if I can say the same to you"

I said upset for him. His hole posture dropped as I told him. He just nodded.

"I think I'm just gonna go take a breather"

Dom said as he stood up and nudged past Adam. He got to the isle and walked to the bathroom.

God I felt so bad I did, but I wasn't going to lie to him. I don't feel the love i use too.