Forgotten ( Cameron Dallas )

chapter 14

Cleo's P.O.V

wow. im broken. I thought it was true, I thought he remembered. nash probably told him everything. I'm so stupid for believing he would actually remember. I am so upset with my self, as for cameron.. I don't ever want to talk to him again. I'm broken into little pieces and I don't ever think someone can glue me back together.
I hate him for doing that. I never want to speak to him again.
I stuffed my head in my pillow and rolled over and decided to call Matthew.
" cleo I'm bussssyyy " he slurred into the phone.
" matt, are you drunk " I asked rolling my eyes.
" WHAT? no no no no yes " he said.
" I really need someone right now.. but I guess you can't help. I'll talk to you later " I said.
" okay don't bother calling after either. I don't need your problems " he said and hung up.
what?
everything is falling apart.
maybe if I just let cameron in.. I need someone.
No
cleo don't let him in he will break your heart again don't let him in damnit !
nash
Nash nash nash trash nash.
I grabbed my phone and texted him even though he's probably in the room next to mine and I could just walk over and get him
but
1 . I don't want to im to lazy.
2 . cameron is outside my door right now weaping to come inside and apologize.
Me// nash?
I set my phone down and anxiously waited for him to text back.
Nash// let cameron in. he's so fucking annoying.
me// no! I need help right now. both of you are playing with my emotions. do you even care how I feel?
Nash// I care so fucking much cleo. I've cared forever. you are like a sister to me. how could I not.
me// im sorry nash.
Nash// Im sorry too. but I'm not coming there. you have to get your ass up and talk to cameron THEN come.
me// no, I don't need your help anymore.
Nash// talk to cameron brat !
me/ okay fuck you.
Nash / 😚
I set my phone down and opened up the door that was getting pounded on.
I was wrapped into a hug.
it felt so nice , it felt like I belonged in his arms.
I snapped out of my thoughts and I pushed away.
" I can't do this " I said wiping my tears.
" Cleo I'm sorry! I was just trying to see if I could remember anything or at least get back feelings for you and I did! I care for you so much now. you mean a lot to me. I should've just let the memories come back to me. I shouldn't of done what I did. im sorry im so so sorry cleo please forgive me please "
" cameron I thought you remembered " I said crossing my arms and looking away.
" I'm sorry "
" I'm sorry to. that you were fed up with my shit and did this to me. I'm also sorry that the person you now automatically ' care for ' or ' means a lot to you ' hates your guts at the moment " I said pushing past him and walking to nashs room.
I plopped on his bed and hugged him.
he rubbed my back and then spoke
" Cleo I helped him "
" I know " I said propping my head up on my elbows.
" I'm sorry. I gave him the idea. please don't be mad at him. he just wanted to remember " he said playing with my hair.
" I know. I'm just so heartbroken I was so caught up in my thoughts I couldn't think that it was impossible for him to automatically remember. " I said rolling over.
" please talk to him. for me " he said grabbing his xbox controller.
" okay " I said leaving his room.
I walked over to the guest bedroom and opened up the door to reveal a crying cameron on his bed. balled up in a ball.
I sat on the floor ready to speak. but my sudden voice was interrupted my a loud thump come from downstairs.
I quickly got up.
it was nighttime and all of the doors were locked?
I looked over at cameron and he seemed happy to see me at least.
i walked slowly downstairs and saw a body laying on the ground.
I ran over to the unconscious human and turned him oveR.
it was matt.
I held my head and yelled at nash.
" 911 " I yelled.
cameron dashed down the stisrs and ran to matts side.
" NASH CALL 9-1 FUCKING 1 " he screamed.
I scooted myself up against the wall.
what the fuck is happening.

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