Forgotten ( Cameron Dallas )

chapter 30

if we are open and honest, can we ever be truly loved?
there are two types of pain in the world,
the pain that hurts you, and the pain that changes you.
I'm longing for both of those options.
why?
I'd like to know how losing someone you love feels like, how hard it is for you, and realize how hard it would be for them.
see, sometimes you will never know the true value of love.
and the people that have it good, know exactly what I'm speaking of.
everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true, loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone, hurts.
every so often someone will confuse those things with love, but in reality love, is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.
Cameron pulled into his driveway and we both walked to his front facing door, hand in hand.
he lightly knocked on his door clearing his throat afterwards.
I looks at him and squeezed his hand, I really hope he's ready. but cameron is the sweet type, he doesn't like seeing people upset, which is one of the things I admire most about his personality.
his mom answered the door and looked at us confused, the poor women.
she recognized us after s few short glances and wrapped us both in a hug.
me and cameron lightly pulled away and cameron cleared his throat, once more.
his mom payed attention silently waiting for some information that was unknown to her.
" mom Cleo and I need to leave to New York " I gave a surprised look at him, in my mind though, because apparently he had chosen for us.
I like New York.
a lot.
I looked slowly over at her mom and she had a big smile on her face, other than a frown which I supposed she would've had.
" oh honey that's amazing " she said hugging cameron tight.
she looked over at me and sighed,
in a good way, I assure you.
she hugged me tight aswell.
she pulled away and started tearing up, aswell cameron.
this is really sweet honestly.
I wish I still had a mom to cry with, maybe even a dad.
after cameron said goodbye to his mom, which I completely missed because I was in some sort of a daze,
Cameron and I both walked to his car and he rested his back on the car window.
I signed and looked up at him, to see full blown tears streaming down his face.
I hugged him and swayed with him to calm his poor little heart down, and we both afterwards got into the car.
" are we just going straight there? " cameron asked starting the car.
" fine with me " I said watching my surroundings.
let me just forget about all of my life problems here home, because I'm about to start a new life.
and I don't need problems