Forgotten ( Cameron Dallas )

chapter 25

Cleo's P.O.V
I glumly walked up the steps without a feeling.
at any moment I could completely collapse but with my own mind I convinced myself not to for the better good.
what I saw in Nashs eyes today, seems crazy.. but I'm not.
what I saw was a complete utter amazing feeling for someone who's loved me for so long.
without a gesture I didn't notice.
I didn't notice, how?
I fell backwards on Maggie's bed and let my thoughts surround my confused body.
just please answer my questions.
I heard the door creak open slightly just enough for someone to fit through.
I turned my head curiously over and saw nash standing in the doorway.
he pushed the door lightly with his fingertips just enough to shut it.
he sat on the side of Maggie's bed resting his elbows upon his knee, with his head posed on his hands, like the thinking man statue.
he stared at my careless limp body.
I sat up and stared into those beautiful eyes again.
I held his head in my hands, to keep it still as before.
I stated into his sad eyes again feeling the exact same emotions as before.
I pulled away as of right after that nash sighed.
I scooted backwards on the bed and let nash speak to his desire.
" we need to talk " he said looking up at me.
I sat criss cross on the bed and propped my elbows back, so I was still looking forward into his eyes.
" i already know " i said nodding.
" your eyes told me " I said looking at him.
his face was confused but as he begun to figure out what I meant, a smile grew upon his face.
" you noticed " he said smiling and hugging me.
im upset I didn't notice him trying as of before this. it's really stupid of me not to realize the person trying to capture my heart, which if he did realize, he's already have. as for cameron this will be a hard decision, I love cameron but I love nash.
I've dated cameron, and still am, and nash had just liked me as we've become bestfriends.
" I can't date you nash " I said pulling away and wiping my stray tear.
he looked away and begun to tear up aswell as me.
" nash stop " I said wiping his own for him.
" I love you " I said hugging him.
" but if it was meant to be, love will find its way " I said slowly getting up and leaving his presence alone.
if it was meant to be, it will find its way was all I could think to myself in those last moments in the room amongst him.
I felt terrible for leaving, but his eyes.. his eyes, there was just an absence in them, and I knew what it was.
it was me
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