Forgotten ( Cameron Dallas )

chapter 29

~ terribly sorry if there are misspelled words, hopefully WATTPAD will understand and autocorrect, I just got the new iPhone and it's wider than my iPhone 5c so the letters are spaced out, and I get confused a lot, so please bare with me, and enjoy (: xx ~

I threw my last suitcase into my car as cameron shut it shortly after.
me and cameron were headed to say goodbye to his parents before we leave, and after them, my mom.
I wish I could say my dad, but things don't happen like that huh?
people say things happen for a reason, and I'm still longing for mine.
I always thought my mom was a chill person, but I guess she isn't.
she's a psychopath.
I walked back into the house and checked out my room.
well, the new guest now.
I don't belong here any longer.
and it sucks knowing that this is what it's all come to.
I grabbed my not that I made nash off of my desk and took one last look at this memory filled room.
such a little space could mean so much to someone.
I scanned over the note again checking for any mistakes.
' Nash,
my love.
please don't be upset. things happen for a reason. I'm sill looking for a lot of reasons for a lot of things, and hopefully I will find them while I'm gone.
I never wanted to say goodbye, but this is what this all has come to? us breaking apart our friendship and leaving for something worse.
I have no idea what it will be like when I move with cameron.
for my own good I honestly hope it goes well, but here and now, while I'm here, in youre heart.. let me explain some things.
love is the absence of judgement,
we don't have a court system to determine our love for one an other because we know it's real.
I don't love you in any sort of commitment way, but if love for a bestfriend is commitment, i truly do love you.
when the heart loves someone so
deeply, crazily, and divinely
it cannot love someone the same anymore.
it will stay faithful to the beautiful, and caring soul, forever.
you know it's love when you can't fall asleep, because reality isn't a dream.
I would be lying to every soul if I said losing you wouldn't matter to me.
it's nice when someone actually knows everything about you, not because you told them, it's because you pay attention.
and that's exactly what you did. you listened to my stupid ass girl problems that thankfully are over, and many more things.
but remeber nash, this isn't goodbye, it's simply just, see you soon.
have a nice life, and also don't forget, this had to be done.
I love you.
Cleo '
I grabbed my last bags and walked down the stairs and set the note in a position where NASH would most definitely notice it.
I walked out of the door and stopped infront of NASH who was waiting for me by the car.
I hugged him tight, probably like this would be a goodbye forever.
which it was, I know it the letter I said its a see you later, but I'm highly doubting at the moment that it will be.
I just have to see how my new life goes, and if I like it.. goodbye Nash