Forgotten ( Cameron Dallas )

chapter 33

i woke up again.
another day, another painful one actually.
last night during my sleep, I realized a lot of things.
one of those things that is really stinging my heart, is that I miss nash.
let me explain to you how much;
when someone you love becomes a memory, that memory becomes a wonderful treasure to always hold in your heart, simply so the painful feeling of missing them, can lessen.
mine doesn't lessen though.
I'm in love with two boys and I can figure out what I really want.
my decisions will be stupid from here on out, but I realized then my life is full of mistakes, and I've learned from them.
when you really love someone,
in this case, distance, is just a damn number.
I hate missing someone and not being able to do anything about it, but here I am.
doing exactly something.
I got up out of bed slowly, trying not to wake cameron, and walked over to the dresser and grabbed my phone.
I walked out of the hotel room and dialed Nash's number.
n: hello?
c: hi
n: Cleo please what do you want
c: I want to tell you something important
n: shoot.
c: I love you for giving your heart to me, and trusting me with your pride,
I love you for wanting me, and needing me by your side.
I love you for the emotions I never knew I had
I love you for making me smile whenever I feel sad.
I love you for your thoughts of me when I'm always on your mind,
I love you for finding the part of me, I'd never thought I'd find.
I love you for the way you are,
and for how you make me feel.
nash, I miss you so much.
and I don't know if I'm ready for this big step.
I'm sorry I left you, it was such a stupid choice of mine.
but I want to come back, and see you.
I understand if you have already found another, but please just let me come back.
I need you.
cameron forgot me, and he can forget me again.
n: Cleo....
c: nash please
n: come back, I miss you too.
" wow " cameron said in the doorway of the motel room
" cameron I-- "
" no you don't need to explain, I understand " he said shrugging and walking out of the room.
" Cameron wait "
" shut the fuck up " he yelled walking down the hallway and out of my sight.
c; nash are you still there?
n: catch the next flight out babygirl, it will be okay. I'll wait at the airport for you.
I hung up the phone and wiped my many tears with my coat.
I grabbed my computer out of my suitcase and ordered my ticket for the next flight out, which leaves in 1 hour.
I packed my things and wrote a note for cameron, telling him I had left, and that I'm sorry.
lucky enough for us we got the motel right next to the airport, which was mainly why my back hurt because the airplanes kept us up alll night.
I walked to the airport and went through the whole ladade la da do
~~~ skipping flight
I walked off of the plane and was heading to the baggage claim.
I didn't have much with me, just my phone and my side purse.
I was looking through my purse and when I finished, I looked up to see nash standing infront of me,
not directly, he was in a running distance which made this perfect.
I ran up to him and I spun around in his arms.
so happy to be back.
~~~ at home.
" I missed you so much Cleo " nash said setting down my bags and giving me another hug.
" I missed you too Nash "
he walked up to my room with the bags and set them down on my floor.
he sat on the bed and layed down.
I found my spot right next to him in his arms.
I broke the precise silence and said
" I know what I want nash "
" what's that " he questioned.
" I want to be yours " I said smiling at the ceiling.
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