why / ON HOLD

How much longer?

"So youve been doing very well its seems"

"yeah i guess i dont have as many bad days as i used to"

"yup i noticed ok so you know that right after his facility you will be doing out patient right?"

"um yes and the mandatory therapy but um why are we discussing this right now?"

oh right sorry completely forgot to explain sometimes i can be very scatterbrained so with you plan you had to do a certain amount of time before being released and if you have good behavoir we can considered it being cu down" she explained looking at me to catch my reaction but i must have looked more confused than i felt

"well you are showing tremendous progress and with the way you are going with the practices and everything it looks like you can handle situations better than turning to self ham."she searched my face yep still confused"so i put in a reccomendation that you be realeased early but that still has to e determined  by me it may be right before the play or eve after the play  finished "

"so what your saying is thaat by the end of the school year i should be out of here"

"yes if you keep showing progress like you aare now the i dont see what would be in the way unless your parents think you need to stay "

"wow" was literally all i could say i mean that's around the time kacey is being let out

"So that means you will be out in just 2-3 months at the most"

"Wait only that i thought the play was further away?"

"nope the play is in about a month and a half the school year is almost over"

"wow already that went by fast"

"yes it did and that also means your birthday is coming up you are turning 16"yeah no shit shirlock i know how old im turning i thought to myself

"yep so that means i wont be out for my birthday though "

"nope you wont be out"

"will family be able to visit me?"

of course they re able to visit you as long as you allow entry the ssame as always"

"well what i mean is that how many can visit usually is one or two at a time is there a person limit ?"

"no and im sure your family knows all the rules to the visiting"

"yeah except i want some of my friends well family that havent been able to visit only the ones that now though"

"yeah we can probably make that work hey go to the practices right? "

"yes they do "

"ok well you can tell them there and then see if they can make it"

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"SKSKSKSKSKSKSKS"

"omg ali stop your making yourself sound vsco"

"no im not your he vsco girl im just making fun of you"

"just because i happen to have a few scrunchies which i got well before vsco was a 'trend' and a thermoflask which by the way the have hydros and i have never really change my style of big shirts mainly because i steal them from my parents does not make me vsco"

"sksksksks ana oooop ook" and then i thought of something that sounded very clever or at least to me..."ima skskskskskurt"she just rolled her eyes

"awww i thought that was a good one i dont think ive heard that one before"

"yea me neither probably because it sounded so stupid" then she burst out laughing

"at least im no stuider than you"

"that was so lame lee" kacey said"i think you could have thught of a better roast aafter the skurt one i mean its maddy shes sso easy to roast"

"ooooo the group said"

then maddy said well at least i dont look constipated like some of you do"

it was true maddy role was pretty good we were heaving dress rehearsals and er costume was awesome and on top of that she is suer pretty i sometimes wonder where she got all tthos good genes annd wwhy some of use weren't blessed with it i mean surre i gess im not ugly this is my self confidence coming back dont judje but i dont thin im pretty like madddy evenn though hen i was a perfect bmi of 15 and i still looked happy an healthy people used to say i was as pretty as her of ven more pretty.....

cue another round of oooos

ok gguy break it up we have on last scene to work through

after that they gave us donuts it was a special treat so we wwent outside the sun had just set and the air was surprisingly clear

i got my glazed donutand as soon as i turned around i bumped into sommone a rather tall looking someoneas soon as i bumped into them a friend that moved from new mexic came up running just as i was apologizing

"oh im so sorry i wasnt watch-"

as soon as i looked up i saw who it was it was a he and that he was the he as in the hot guy

"bruuhhhh" i heard anas voice say "you seriously need to watch it "

i thought she was speaking to me

then he answered and said "jeez at least im not as clumsy as you Ive seen you trip on air"

i think i turned into a tomato i did that not eve 15 minutes before rehearsals started

then she said Ive done it like once you cant hold that over me

he then rolled his eyes then looked at me smiled annd said good job today and then he left to get a donut

omg i think i was drooling .................

lets just say i was in dreamland literally for the rest of the night

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wow i did it i finally updated its not a long as i was hoping for it to be but it kind of has to do well for now at least so i think im going to do hot guys point of view ill name his view as the hot guy or sum till i actually introduce his name  and let me say i did not see the chapter turning out like this like i dont even remember what ii was going to write well i kinda had an idea but as i started writing i threw it out the window and i wasn't expecting their first face to face accouter to happen like this but hey i think its good what do you guys think?

well toodle loo till next time