ok so it begins .......
Chapter 1 my heart beat
Beep beep beep where is that sound coming from beep the closer I move to it the farther away I get but the less pain I feel what I would give to not feel pain anymore....
"Ali your my half to my whole"
"Actually Alex im your whole to your half ...wait what that made no sense" they started giggling
"Awice where arwe youuuuuuuu" called out 6 year old Ali
"Im RIGHT herwe wil sis iw awase be here fow you cuz I wuv you" stated alexandria
"I wuv you to sissy"
"NO STOP IT" she was starting to cry"That's not nice please don't ill go and tell if you don't stop"
"NO YOU WONT" he yelled your going to sound like a liar and a baby and no one will like you do you want that to happen"
"N-n-no" she stuttered
"Now be a good girl and stop squirming"
"Hey guys um can I play with you I have no one today my brother said I could play "
"Sure Ali you can always play with us"
"Thanks jakey"
"No probs"
"She such a boy no wonder no one like her shes literally one of the guys but her brothers so hot wonder what went wrong"
Why why do they hate me I did nothing to them why why why she thought to her self sitting in front of the mirror with a razor in her hand
"Ali did your guys cat get in a fight with you again" Jake asked as she rolled down her sleeve
"Um yeah I tried giving her a bath and as you can guess that didn't end very well" she force a chuckle
"Hey Alex next time you give that cat a bath Jake said"
"NO STOP IT THIS IS THE LAST TIME"
"Your getting to old for me anyway remember your dead if you talk"
"Oh hey Ben you looking for my brother?"
"um no I was looking for you follow me?"
"Um sure"
"What are we doing behind the school Ben are you OK"
"Yeah Ali just making sure no one was here ..."
"NOOOOOOOOOOO" sge screamed out the nightmares didn't seem to stop
Blood everywhere it wasn't even an attempt
"Ali your my half to my whole talk to me I love you"
"Ewwww shes so fat well we all knew she was skinny for attention but now she tryna be fat for it ugh what a waste of air and space she would be way better being skinny again"
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