why / ON HOLD

PARTAYYYYYYYY

WOOT WOOOT ITS THE PARTY PPL so the time of year like the big play n everything is going to be a yer now thats crazyyyyy man i remember being so nervous thanksgiving and not being able to eat as much but ppl hardly noticed because when i eat i eat i can eat a serving of a teenage male or full grown man plus sum like yep  probably why ive been gaining a lot of wieght well ot true i lost like 10 pounds im back in the 120s!!!not like you care about my wieght but yeah i do so lol lets just get on with the book...

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"soooo hows it going the play is coming up are you nervouse??" my cousin Derek asked hes the one who is helping direct the play

"actually not really but im sure i will feel it the day of "i answered honestly

"well you are doing great at practce just let me know if anything gets to be to much ok?"

"yeah no problem" i think he knows i wont straight up say something that's bothering but at least hes trying to get me to open up he always was the one that could get me to talk....

"sooo anyone else coming??" jeeze hes litterally worse than old adys having a coffee clash even though he usually only like his with my life..

"yes and you'll see whos coming in a few"

"where the heck is my lil bro to he shoulda been here by now"he is hermans older brother

"I think they are picking up some peopleoh so thats why he asked for the van makes sense now"

"you know for being a teacher you can be really stupid and clueless at times you know that right"

he just glared at me so i just laughed a genuine laugh which made dereck crack a smile

"you know its so awesome to see you laugh and be genuinly happy im glad your maing progress"

'so am i its been a long way though but i should be out in a week or so i think im not really sure'"wow they really cut your time short did they "

"well this time i decided not to be so stubborn but you know how hard tat is for me "

"of course i do its hard for anyone in this family i feel bad for people who mary nto te family"

"eah same i dont know how my mom did it but then gin she was used to this side they knew each other for years and her side is kinda like this side"

"yeah truu"

"the life of the party is here!!!!!"

"oh my goddddddd why is he so dramatic" i asked derek

"honestly i have no idea i think he tok all the dramma in the family its just sad he isnt a better actor he could really use those skills he has.."

"wow you just roasted him..."

"wait really "he asked ompletley clueless"so does that mean im on fleek o cool"

"first of all that is so like 2016 and you were always ool jut a little how do i say it weird.."

"yeah bro wait did you cal him cool"ny that time everyone joined us nand were laughing at our lillte conversation"

"of course i did hes more cool that you at least" cue the oos amens and you got that right'sand dont forget the burnedddd

"well since im here the party can start"

just remeber the contract you signed all of you even you derek"

"OK OK ill stay calm and wont preach to everyone i see "

"good"

"hey ali can i talk for you fpr a few seconds"

"sure herman what is it" we had now walked away from the group

"umm you invited tommy ? yea sorry i didn't warn you "

"so you are ok with him knowing ?"

yeah i mean he isnt judging me"

"when did you guys meet??"

"that's a long story we bumped into each other downstairs at th pharmacy"

"oohhh "

"yep anyways we exchanged numbers ate at the cafeteria and talked  he sa he wouldn't judge me and he doesn't know my situation so wont say anything and stuff and when we were texting i got the confidence to ask him to come and to invite his sisters.."

"well whatever you wat to dod i support you i love you i want you to know that and that i will always be with you ok"

by now i was tearing up i hated how he does that to me "yeah i know i love you to"

"ok lets get back to the party got to give it its gest of honor and the life of the party back am i right"

"aww that so sweet"

"i know self love is vital"

"what do you mean"

"well i was talking about myself of course i am the guest of honor an the life of the party"all thatgot was an eye roll out of me pf course he would say that.

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wow kacey said

yeah wow

i forgot how big your family is and that was only the close ones from only like one side of the family

yep im not really close to the other side.

anyways i still cant believe you invited tommy

i know right i was so nervous but i was glad we got to talk o,g i swear iwas a tomato almost the entire time

you were one the entire time

that's so embarrassing

dont worry it was really cute and we all agreed we wouldleave you alone unless yall got handsy

we are just friends why would we get handsy and thats why no one really bothered me i was wondering about that

yep that's why but the way he was looking at you was so intense icould have sworn you guys were dating  like no cap

yeah right dont i ish

okkk believe what you will but he so wanted to get handsy

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ok sooo that was a little stuggle i ha minor writters block thanksgiving is coming up and when i really need something for inspiration its not there anymore oh well have a happy week im grateful for anyone who reads this!!

toodle loo for now

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