Love Kills

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POV: Nicki Minaj
Location:Queens New York
Date: November 20, 2019.
Time: 9:10am

Yesterday I hung out with my family because I knew I probably would be able to for a while since I'd be settling into a whole new state. We went out for breakfast then to Central Park, had a nice conversation while we walked.

"You excited baby?" My mom told me

"Ehhh" I said moving my hand in a sort of motion

"Why?" She asked me

"Well I'm a Queens born girl, New York is all I know" I told her

"Don't worry sweetie, you'll get used to it and you'll find someone to keep you company" my mom said giving me a wink

"Not before meeting us they're not" my dad budged in

"Dad!!" I said

"No guy is touching my daughter without meeting me first" he said

"Well I guess you'll have to get a girl then" my mom said

"Maybe I will" I said

"I'm kidding honey, that's not right, women shouldn't date women and men shouldn't date men" she told me

"But mom it's their choi-" I began to say before getting cut off

"A choice that shouldn't even be an option, listen to your mother" my dad said

"We were joking sweetheart, get yourself a nice handsome loyal and stable man, with a great job, so he can take care of you" my mom said

"I don't need a man right now, I need to focus on getting my money" I told her

"What you need to do is get married, when will you? You're 37" she told me

"Mom I didn't waste a day of packing to have you criticize me about my choices in life" I told her

"I'm just saying, you've been talking about how it's not the right time, but there's no way it hasn't been for years" she told me

"Do you want me to find a stable man or a gang member?" I asked her

"You need a nice man-" she began and I cut her off

"Exactly, that's hard to find in New York, unless you want my wedding to be at some mafia house, then I suggest you let me decide who and when I want to get married with" I told her

"Jesus sweetheart you're taking this all too serious we are just joking with you!" She told me

"I see no one laughing" I said taking a seat on the bench we were by as my dad walked up to the hotdog stand

"You ladies want anything?" He asked us

"Yes please dad, just one" I told him as my mom gave my dad a 'me too' hand gesture

"I'm gonna miss you" she told me

"I'm gonna miss you guys too mom, I'll come visit once I'm settled in and I get my vacation dates" I told her

"Hopefully it's soon for December" she told me

"Yeah hopefully" I said as my dad walked back and handed us our food and we sat and ate in silence.

We walked a bit more before heading out to dinner even though we had just had a little snack, we were trying to make the most out of today since I'd still be packing and getting my shit together these last few days. I had one day left technically, since I'd be leaving the 22nd. After dinner we went to the movies to see the new scary movie 'Countdown' I was really into scary movies, my parents? Not so much, but they let me decide since it was kind of an all about me day. It was an okay movie, your basic 2019 scary movie, nothing special. They dropped me off at my place and I hugged them goodbye and reminded them I'd be stopping by on my last day to give a final goodbye for a while. I walked into my place and locked the door behind me, fell on the only bed that was left , and let out a it's been a long day breath. There was so furniture, the workers had came in yesterday and dissembled it and told me my refund would be given and show up in my bank in bout 3 business days. It looked so empty, cause it was, but it just left me with a feeling, a very uneasy one. One that left me thinking that I'd really be all alone in California, and maybe I should find me a man, someone who can keep me company and keep me from going insane while I was there.

"Great idea Nic" I said to myself as I download Tinder

I signed up as myself and in my description put
'37 and looking for someone | lawyer | Queens, New York, but soon to be in Los Angeles, California.'

"Yeah that sounds good, I thought to myself as I added pictures and waited for the Tinds to come in. An hour went by and it was now 7pm, I had gotten some matches but none that really interested me, until I got one from some dude named Dwayne Carter, he was a decent looking dude, he looked like someone who could keep me company but end up cheating. But I wasn't about to judge on photos, so I messaged him.

To Dwayne Carter: you from Cali?

From Dwayne Carter: Nah I'm from New Orleans but I moved here to Cali to peruse my dream in becoming an entrepreneur and helping others achieve their dream of being fashion designers

To Dwayne Carter: that's super cool! How long have you been doing that for?

From Dwayne Carter: not long, I work with L.A.W.F, aka Los Angeles woman's fashion what about you?

To Dwayne Carter: well I'm a lawyer but I'm getting moved to Cali, Los Angeles to be specific, and yeah that basically it, maybe we could meet up sometime?

From Dwayne Carter: definitely you look like someone I could have a good time with

We talked until I said goodnight and got ready for bed, he wasn't a bad guy, he was really interesting to talk to, maybe I would have to see him once I get there.

-Truzdaie