Love Kills

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POV: Nicki Minaj 
Location: California, The Strip
Date: December 3, 2019.
Time: 12:29am

I had been at the strip club since 9 yesterday, and I saw Cardi.. she gave me a lap dance before I broke out on her and spilled all my feelings which was silly since we had only had a one night stand followed by breakfast. Yeah.. maybe I was doing too much. But I got up and walked out the room.. after paying her of course. She wanted to "explain" but I didn't want to hear some bullshit excuse. Needless to say, after that situation I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. The way she worked the pole, the way she danced on people. She just did it all so effortlessly. And I was mad I didn't have her. No other girl interested me in there.. I didn't want to spend my bills on anyone else but her, but I couldn't. I couldn't tell if she was staring at me most times.. she had a mask on and I couldn't even see her face. I wanted to go back to the room and get another one but I had already messed up my chance with that one.

"Yo, you good Nic?" Natasha said

"Yeah why?" I said taking my eyes off Cardi and looking at her

"Cause you been staring at that chick with the most angry face-" she started to say but I pulled her in for a kiss when I saw Cardi start walking this way

"What just happened" she said as we both pulled away

"I'm sorry" I said realizing what I had just done

"I didn't know you liked girls" she said

"I think it might be the shot I took" I told her knowing damn well it wasn't, it was just to make Cardi jealous

"Well since you're tipsy, you wanna go home? It's 1am" she said and I suggested we stay for another 30m

"That's fine" she said leaning over the rail and making it rain on the dancer

I had a lot more money than I thought I would, I took out $700 cash and had $580 left.. yeah I really didn't enjoy my time.

"You want a lap dance baby?" Cardi said approaching Natasha

"Fuck it, let's go" she said waving me bye as I gave her a fake smile

She didn't know about Cardi, no one did.

I went for another shot and I bitch was gone. I didn't drink much so I easily got drunk. I started throwing bills everywhere and when Natasha came back I put a $100 in Cardi's band of her bottom piece. And she simply just sat me down and placed her hands on my thighs and slid them up getting every curve of my body. I looked over and from what I can remember, Natasha was shocked. She climbed onto the chair and started twerking all on me and she looked me into the eyes. The mask had holes for eyes and being this close to her face I could finally see them. It seemed like she wanted to go for a kiss but the mask was in the way. She grabbed my hand and led me to the private rooms and once we were in and unbothered she took off her mask and smashed her lips into mine.

The feeling was overwhelming, I had been waiting for this exact moment since I realized she was here, and it was finally happening. She started going into my neck before stopping. I looked at her and her face had pure disgust on it.

"Who's are those" she said as I looked at her with confusion

"What?" I said as she took my phone out from my pocket and took a picture

"These" she said handing me my phone and on it was a picture she'd just taken.. the hickeys Dwayne had left me we're on the screen.

"Bel it was—" I started to say before she got off me and simply shook her head in disappointment

"It was your choice, there, I finished that sentence for ya" she said getting her mask up off the ground

"It was a distraction" I told her

"Porn exists" she said

"Well maybe that distraction can finish you off" she said walking out the room as I sat there annoyed at the fact that he left markings on my neck.

If they weren't there this wouldn't have happened, I would've had her again hopefully, but now with this going on, I really had no chance.

I walked out the room and saw Natasha waiting for me

"That fast?" She said

"Yeah she said that she was up next to dance" I told her lying

"Ooo, she's hot as fuck we should wait to throw money" she said

"Nah, lets go I got a massive headache, I took some more shots when u left for the lap dance" I told her trying to cover up for the fact that I lied about her having to dance

"Alright then, you got all your stuff?" She asked me as I checked and gave her the thumbs up.

I turned around once more and there she was, doing a double dance with another girl on some dude.. she didn't seem to notice me leaving, so I didn't hesitate to get up and out...

"So, you have fun?" Natasha asked me as we were driving to my apartment to drop me off

"Yess, we should definitely do that again especially since you didn't get to throw bills at that one dancer" I said as an excuse to hang out and see Cardi again

"I'm totally down, maybe we can go after our first pay check here, then we can drown them with money" she said as I let out a giggle.

We talked the whole ride home, about some work stuff and other, when we finally got there though..

"Thank you for spending time with me today, it was lit as fuck and glad I chose you to come along with" she said hugging me.. before we caught eyes.. and she began to lean in..

-Truzdaie