Love Kills

Worried

POV: Nicki Minaj
Location: Los Angeles, California
Date: December 24, 2019.
Time: 9:15pm

I sat on the bed with my phone next to me waiting for a call, a text, a sign. Something that would give me an answer as to where this girl had gone with almost all her closet. I knew eventually she had to come back, this was her apartment.

Allison has been trying to reach me but she was the least of my worries currently.

A couple minutes later finally something that wasn't Allison.

"Hello?" I spoke into the phone

"Hey I've been texting Cardi and no response, I tried calling her but it's not going through, can you ask her to call me back when she can?" She said to me

"I'm actually having the same problem" I told her

"What do you mean?" She said in a more worried tone

"Well she came and packed some stuff and left, that was about 2 and a half hours ago" I told her

"Oh shit, was she doing anything before?" She asked me

"Like what?" I asked for a confirmation

"Drugs? Did anything bad happen like mentally?" She asked me

"Well we attended a Christmas Eve party and she was hired as the private stripper, and I guess she slept with the guy and when she came back home she found me with someone and that's just where it all went down" I told her truthfully

"Oh god you two really are something" she said letting out a sigh of relief

"Where do you think she went?" I asked her

"No clue, you're all she knows over there, last time I checked she didn't get along with many of her work friends, and definitely not well enough to spend some days with them" she said

"Star was here too" I said

"Star?" She asked me

"Yeah but she didn't show up I don't think" I told her

"Maybe she's with her, I'll call her and ask, thank you though" she told me

"Of course, please call me after and let me know if anything is going on, bye Hennessy" I said as I hung up.

I really hoped she'd keep the conversation with Star short and to the point, I really wanted to know where she had gone.

As I got up and walked around trying to pass the time in the silence and darkness of the room, I started to rummage through her things.

"All this shit is going in the trash" I said to myself as I found her stash. I didn't care how much it had cost her, she knew I didn't like that shit and would continue to do it to piss me off.

As I looked through I didn't find much, she was always open about her past from the start, I just felt like there was still so much that I-

"Hello?" I said quickly answering my phone right before it even got a chance to ring again

"Hey so i just finished talking with star and she has no clue where she's at either" she told me which made my heart drop

"Seriously?" I asked hoping she was joking

"Yeah, but I'm sure she'll call eventually, no offense but I'm pretty sure I'll be the first she calls so I'll let you know since I know you're worried" she said as I calmed down a bit

"Alright, thank you so much" I said as she said goodnight and hung up

Should I call Doja? No, I don't think she'd know, after all I KNOW Cardi wouldn't tell Doja out of all people.. or maybe I should just call, just to make sure.

"Heyy, it's Onika" I said in a slight awkward tone

"Oh hey Nic, hows it going?" She asked

"It's going quite shitty" I said truthfully

"Why?" She asked me

"Basically Cardi left, I don't know where she could've gone so I called you to see if hopefully-" I said

"Me?" She giggled

"I really don't think Cardi would come to me out of all her options, but anyways tell me more, why'd she leave?" She asked me

I let out a sigh knowing that I'd have to confess again, I hated that this sounded like it was all my fault.

"She walked in on me and someone I guess" I said

"You guess? Shitttt well that's fucked, I would've left too" she said

"You're not helping" I said

"My job isn't to help, what can I help with if I'm clueless?" She said which was starting to puss me off because she wanted to act like a smartass

"Well that's all I called for so b-" I said

"Where do you assume she went to?" She asked me

"I don't know, she took a lot of clothes" I said

"Hmm, have you tried asking Sta-"

"Hennessy already did" I cut her off

"Oh shit y'all got the whole Scooby gang on this mystery huh?" She said laughing

"So you don't care about her at all?" I asked in a more serious tone because I didn't find it funny

"Oh I do, but it's just funny how y'all can't let her breathe, the girl just caught you with someone, I'm sure the last thing she'd wanna do it talk to you" she told me

"What about her sister?" I asked her

"Her sister is states away, what's she gonna do?" She said

"You know what, fuck you, you're no help" I told her

"Hey, who said I couldn't help? Maybe it's best you don't know where she's at, after all she left to get away from YOU" she said

"Now goodnight because I know you're just oh so tired after banging whoever it was you were sexing with" she said before hanging up

That girl irritated my soul. I was better off not calling the bitch. She didn't help and only made things worse if anything.

After just about an hour an idea came to mind. If she were to leave anywhere the one person I know would have a clue would be her boss, she can't just leave work without any heads up. Maybe I could go ask him..

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Sorry for such the long gap in an update, things have gotten really serious and a lot has gone down around me. I'm sorry, I won't be posting daily, I'll try.

-Truzdaie