UNFILTERED LOVE

Chapter 6

That entire week was hell for me, between acting like nothing happened between me and Sarah I also had to sleep on a couch in the Parlor leaving the bed for April and Sarah. April on the other hand was a hand full, always so energetic, I could barely keep up with her.

The weekend was drawing near and I was more than happy that April will be going back by then, don't get me wrong I loved her but she was a bit too extra. The three of us sat at the parlor that night as we were gisting and catching up, we were drinking but nothing too heavy when April decided to open her big mouth

"So Sarah are you in a relationship?" She asked her eyes twinkling with mischief

"Wha... What?" Sarah questioned her back a bit flustered with the inquiry

"Are you dating anybody?" She asked again a bit more loudly and slowly as if willing Sarah to understand

"No not really" Sarah answered shyly

"Too bad, you're such a nice catch, but no worries, you should come to my wedding I'll hook you up with some nice guy that'll make you forget all about your ex" April added drunkly.

I mentally face palmed my self, as always, it's just like my sister to stick her nose in people's business

" I've actually never dated any guy" Sarah said quietly more to herself than to us

"YOU WHAT!" Came April and her big mouth

"Are you a Virgin? Did you make some kind of religious deal? Are you ...gay?" She badgered her with questions, the last question catching me off guard as the wine I was sipping went down the wrong pipe. I went into a mini coughing fit as April attention was diverted to me for the time being. After I calmed down a little bit I turned to look at April, I narrowed my eyes at her

"You shouldn't ask people questions about their personal business, it's rude you know" I said trying to admonish her

"Oh I didn't mean to... I'm sorry ok" she apologized sincerely to Sarah

It's pretty late I said let's head to bed I said to them as we said good night and left to bed.....

I lay awake too excited to sleep, she was gay! She was gay! That's all the voice in my head could keep repeating, I was happy but the creepy feeling of jealousy made my smile fade. That must mean she's been with another girl, I know it was crazy but I didn't want to imagine her with anyone else.
I shut my eyes tightly as I tried to will the images, pictures of here writhing above me as she came kept me tossing on the couch, this week I've tried to go back to our casual behavior between each other and my sisters presence helped to serve as a warning to stay away from her. I wasn't about to put myself to my sister, she was open minded but I didn't want to take those chances.