UNFILTERED LOVE

Chapter 13

"Hey wait... hold on Sarah, at least let me explain" I said holding her arm

"Save your breath, you're not the only one allowed to have fun " she said pulling her arm away

"Why do you care what I was doing with Amara. Ah.. not that we were doing anything to start with" I asked carefully

She turned back so fast " because I'm in love with you" she shouted

"I'm in love with you ok" she said more quietly

"I tried so hard not to but it didn't work, and I know I'm a fool for loving you, probably the biggest fool in the universe but I can't help it. Even when you treat me like trash or like I don't exist my stupid heart won't listen ok, I'm trying very hard to get over my feelings so don't worry about it" she said as tears fell from her eyes and she walked back to our shared room leaving me grounded in shock.

I couldn't move nor speak, she just said she loved me I said in my head, my stomach had this funny feeling and a stupid smile was on my face.

I walked back to the room a bit too excited, I felt bad for all the wrongs I did, and how I treated her, I needed to make things right. I walked into the room only to be met with Sarah putting her things into her box

"Where are you going" I asked surprised

"I'll stay somewhere else and don't bother going together, I'll find my way home" she said quietly as she made way for the door.

This was my chance, it was now or never I thought to my self as I rushed towards her

"Please don't go" I said as I hugged her from behind

"You're just saying that because you want to keep face with your sister, I'm tired of playing games Robin, let go" she said stoically

I turned her around in my arms " please I'm asking, no begging you to not leave, and not because of my sister but for me, for us" I said looking her in the eye

"I want to give us a shot, I'm sorry for hurting your feelings and treating you badly, I'm sorry for all the messed up things I've done, please give me a chance to make this right" I begged hanging on to her next words

"I need to go Robin, you're only saying this because you don't want to loose a play thing" she said sounding sure.

I needed her to know how I felt, what I felt I thought to my self as my window of opportunity was closing. I went in for a deeply sensual kiss, when we were both out of air I raised my head up "I LOVE YOU" I said slowly to her so that it would sink in

I went in for another kiss as my hand made its way to her neck, gripping her but not too strongly.