24. nicole

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I wish I could say earlier was a mistake, but I cant... my love for nathan has went no were.

I cant believe he heard me! But I'm glad I did because I wouldnt be in this state of mind right now

I want to be with nathan

I want to wake up beside him everyday

I want the past to be in the past

I want a better life for my daughters

But no matter how much I want something, something else seems to be getting in the way.

I'm currently shopping with my girls for a dress tonight. I want everything to be perfect so I can tell nathan face to face that I'm tired of running and living in the past if he allow me I'm willing to give him my all

"Mommy I want that dress"

"Faith I want you and your sister to match you know she doesnt like pink"

"She always get special treatment"

"I treat you guy the same"

"Mommy why is daddy here" hope asked

turning I see nathan coming out way and damn daddy is fine. I clear my head...I need to slow my ass down this is how shit went wild last time.

"Daddy! I missed you"

Faith fires out while nathan hugs her And spin her around

"Hope! May I get a hug"

"Sure"

I watch as he hugs hope, his eyes shine with love and thats what makes me love him even more...his bond with his daughter

The way hope has warmed up to nathan is pure happiness...after spending time together she finally calls him dad

"Nicole"

"Nathan"

"What are you guys doing?"

"We're buying dresses for tonight"

"Daddy what to help us! Mommy wont let me get a pink dress"

"Because I want you girls to match"

"Maybe one night wouldn't hurt nicole"

"I like when they match"

"I do too but one night wouldn't hurt them"

"Fine!"

"Hope, what color dress do you want"

"Black"

"Hunny how about some color"

"I want a black dress, no color"

"Just a little arent you tired of black"

"Nope"

I glared at nathan

"What did I do?"

"She gets this mess from you!"

"Its adorable! Like father like daughter"

"Mommy can I try thos one on"

"Yea hope"

"I'll try this one mommy"

"Kk"

"We needs to talk about what happened nicole"

"What about it"

"Do to you regret it"

"No"

"What does it mean for us"

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