4. tamira

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never thought i'll be so unhappy with life right now, my sister is gone! i'm having relationship problems...i just need a release from all this pain i've been feeling for four years..

"have you not moved from the bed all day! tamira"

"austin not today im tired

"get your ass up its been days your acting like my brother"

"AUSTIN not today of all days i want you to leave me alone"

he snatched my covers off me

"what the fuck austin"

"get your shit together because this is not you tamira, i can feel the way this is hurting you and im in pain too! but its time to stop"

"it hurts ok it hurt you walk around here not caring we lost a child"

"we can try again tamira"

"i cant i cant i just cant what if it h-"

"stop baby stop i know ok i fucking know but im here you cant shut me out like this i need you"

"i need time"

"its been four years tamira you had enough time but now its time to get up your sisters haven't seen you in months"

"so there living there best lives"

"were going to dinner tomorrow night! Ashley has something she wants to tell us all now go shopping use my black card get your nails and feet done buy yourself some food whatever you like"

"can i take your sports car too?

'your pushing it"

"i gotta take a shower"

i stared at him hoping he will get what im applying...im fucking bipolar but i dont care

i need him! and i need him now

"i can hear your thoughts timara"

"i know"

"what else do you want to do?"

"i can show better than i can tell you"

"i like this new energy already"

MUTURE PARTSSS

he slowly took my clothes off kissing me with every step, only stopping to turn the shower on

he kissed my mark and i moan in pleasure rushing his shirt off alone with his  shorts

he lifted me up on the wall and got on his knees, this is what i need this is what i want 

a release 

his tongue danced around my clit, i could feel it i was close and he knew it when i releases daddy did what daddy did best. 

"i want to be inside you tamira"

i didnt speak words i grabbed his shift and brought it to my entrance where he then  pinned my hands above my head and teased me 

he entered me where it felt like home 

he was my home 

forever and always 

for better and for worst

.........

after three rounds yes three mutherfuckin rounds we were back in bed

"i be back, do you need anything from the store?"

"Austin dont go"

"i gotta go get a plan b"

"dont"

"you have one?"

"no i just im tired of living in the past and living how i'm living i have yo do better for myself for us'

"are you sure?"

"i want a family with you Austin i love you and its time to get my shit together"

"marry me"

"what?"

he got up and dug in his coat pocket and pulled out a box

"this is not perfect or how i imagined it but marry me because without you i'm lost ill die because you are my world tamira, only you i loved you for 7 years i want you completely"

"Austin you know how me and my sisters feel about marriage"

"yeah you dont want to get married without your sister being here but fuck it i'm here i want you tamira and i couldn't take it if you said no right now"

"fuck it ! yeah!"

"really!"

"i cant keep pushing my life for nicole i want to be tamira knight"

he put the ring on my finger and kissed me 

"one step forward'

"to a happy ending" i finished 

this is my release this is all i need .... this is who i need 

because without him i'll be lost also

 he is my forever  

for better 

or for worse



or for worse

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