d i f f e r e n t (mafia ff)

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Y/N P. O. V

My legs were chained up for two days. They chained me up here in Seungyeon's bedroom after I gave birth but I don't care. I just want my daughter to be safe.

I prayed and prayed every day for my child to be safe. I didn't even get to name her or even hold her in my my arms. Every night, I kept hearing her cries and I was never there to hold her.

Then Seungyeon came in with my baby in his arms. I tried my best to get up but my legs were giving up so I crawl instead.

"Look, it's your mother." Seungyeon smirked.
"Don't touch her!" I grabbed his leg.
"Yah. Do you want to know a secret, jagiya?" Seungyeon bend down and whispered. His breath smells like alcohol.

"I didn't even fed this poor child for two days." He smirked again and I widened my eyes.
"Yah! She's your daughter! You can't do this!!" I tried to punch him but Wonwoo pulled me away.

"Let me go!!" I shouted but I got slapped in return. Then Seungyeon started humming and put the baby down.
"Y-yah..w-what are you doing?" My heart started beating.

"You'll see, jagiya..." he took out a gun and pointed it at me.
"You're a monster." I glared at him and he just chuckled.

"You know I'm not gonna kill you right?" He put the gun down.
"I don't care.. just don't hurt my daughter, please." I begged.

He grabbed a pillow then bend down, caressing my daughter's cheek.
"Don't you dare lay a finger on her!" I tried to get away from Wonwoo's grip but he kept digging his fingers on my arms.

"Seungyeon-ah... please.. don't do this. I'll do anything you say, just don't hurt her!" I cried.
"You always say that." He scoffed then all of a sudden he placed the pillow on my daughter's face and pointed the gun at it.

"Seungyeon stop!!! Please don't do this!!" My heart started racing.
"Tch, no one's gonna take care of your child." My daughter started crying.

I tried started kicking Wonwoo on the chest and he finally let me go. I use all of my strength to get up but Seungyeon already pulled the trigger and I fell on my knees.
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I got up from that terrible memory and my heart was racing really fast. I held my chest while I try to catch my breath. I bit my fingers while I rest my head on my knees and cried softly.

"I-It's in t-the p-past...it won't h-happen again." I'm having a hard time trying to catch my breath. Then I felt like I'm gonna vomit again so I quickly ran to my bathroom and let it all out.

I washed my mouth then gently caress my  tummy.
"Don't worry, I'm gonna take good care of you. I won't let the past repeat itself."

"Y/N, eonnie." I heard a knock and it made me jumped a little. I quickly wiped my tears and washed my face. I opened the door and smiled.

"Morning! I made breakfast for you!" Yuna smiled back.
"Gumawo,Yuna-ya." I patted her shoulder then I sat on my bed.

"How's the baby?" She asked.
"Baby's fine.."
"That's great."

"By the way, Seungwoo kept asking about you."
"Can we not talk about him." I quickly reply and Yuna nodded.

"Lee Yuna!" Irene opened my bedroom door and called for Yuna. Yuna stand up and bowed.
"Oh, morning, Irene-ah.." I bowed my head but she just rolled her eyes in disgust.

"I'm not talking to you. Didn't you hear-"
"Eonnie, that's enough. I'm coming." Yuna cut her sentence and walked towards her.
"I'll be back, Y/N- eonnie." Yuna turned to me and smiled.

"Come on. Tch, attention seeker." Irene rolled her eyes at me then closed the door roughly. I ignored her and ate my porridge.

After I'm done, I placed the bowl on the tray and went to my wardrobe and wore my maid outfit.

I tied my hair into a messy bun then I carry the tray down to the kitchen to wash it. Then, I felt someone's arms wrapped around my waist. I gasped and gulped down my saliva.

"I miss you.." I recognise that voice. I sighed and put down his arms but he turned me around and gave me a hug.
"Look, I'm sorry.."
"I have no time for this, Seungwoo-ah. Now let me go before someone sees." I broke the hug and went to get the bucket, full of cleaning tools.

"Y/N, I didn't mean what I just said." He grabbed my wrist.
"But it still hurts." I hold in my tears.
"Mianhae.."

"Are you drunk?" I asked because he smelled like alcohol. Before he could reply, he suddenly fainted in my arms which cause me to accidentally dropped the bucket.
"Yah. Seungwoo-ya.." I shook his body.
"Yah!" I whisper shouted while I kept shaking his body.

"Jeez, he smells like alcohol." I felt like puking but I hold it.
"Uhm..I need help!" I called out and Juda came. Juda's one of the maids here. She quickly helped me carry him to his room.

"Goodness me, he's really heavy." I groaned.
"Yeah." Juda nodded her head.

I opened his bedroom door and we placed him on his bed.
"Aigoo!" She sighed.

"Y/N...." he groaned and I clear my throat, trying to distract Juda.
"We should leave." I quickly grab her wrist and left.

I went to the kitchen where I dropped the bucket then I immediately carry it to clean the kitchen.

While I was cleaning, Wooseok came and took a cup of water.
"Y/N?" He called and I looked up.
"What's your full name?" he asked and I began to feel a little nervous.

"It's Y/N." I replied.
"I mean like, your full one."
"It's only Y/N." I continue cleaning the sink.

"What about your parent's name?"
"They're...they're dead."
"Both of them?"
"Y-yeah. Now, please excuse me I need to go and clean the toilet." I quickly got up ten grabbed the bucket and leave.

Wooseok's  P. O. V

It actually sounded like she's trying to hide her identity but also it sounded like she's afraid. I need some answers.

I went to Yuna and tapped her shoulder.
"Yuna, can I ask you something? It's something related to Y/N." I whispered and she nodded.

"Do you know what's her full name? She never mentioned her full name."
"No. Why?"
"You sure? Cause I've been doing some research and I couldn't find anything related to her."

"Really?" She looked a little surprised.
"So...did she ever mention her family's name or..?" I asked again.
"No. All I know is that she's living with her brother in Jeju with their uncle. She's been having a very tough life."
"How'd you know?"

"She told me."
"Ahh.."
"Why'd you asked?"
"Just because. There's something about her that bothers me."
"Anyways, I should continue cleaning." Yuna left and I nodded.

To be continued