Stenbrough one shots

Nightmares

Pretend bill has the stutter in the ending part cuz i dont wanna write it. This is an angstu bitch. Mentions of abuse btw and self harm and rape
The first time he was with stan. It was a few months after the neibolt house.

Bill awoke with a scream.

"Hes still in there! Hes alive and hes in the well and i just left him there! I fucking shot him i shot him. I killed him i killed Georgie! Holy fuck!"  Bill was sitting up in bed, sobbing out his words. He couldnt breath.

"Bill, bill calm down."

"Stan i left him there.i killed him. Hes fucking dead because of me." Bill was sobbing into stans chest.

"Its not your fault. I need you to take a breath."

Stan was rubbing circles on bills back.

"Bill why do you think you killed him."

"I shot him. A few months ago in the Neibolt house i shot him i shot him and hes dead and its my fault."

"Bill it wasnt him. It was Pennywise. It wasnt reallt him."

"I want h-him ba-back."

Stan hugged his boyfriend whispering reassuring things in his ear.

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The next time he was alone.

He woke up shaking. He felt himself start sobbing.

"Im sorry im sorry im so sorry georgie. Im sorry."  He was alone in a dark room. Ge sobbed harder. Crawling into a ball. He sobbed and apologized over and over again. Staying awake till morning where he had to go to school and take a math test in 1 st period.

He sat down and stan smiled at him, he tried to smile but it didnt reach his eyes, which looked tired and swollen.
"Nightmare?"
He nodded to stanly who squeezed his hand, holding it for the entire class.

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The next time was a sleepover with the losers.

"I miss you billy. I want to go home and be with mom and dad and you."

"I miss you to georgie, i want you to come home to us too."

Bill walked closer to georgie. He held up the gun pointing it at his baby brothers head. He had tears rolling down his cheeks fast.  He shot the gun.

"Billy!" His brother fell to the ground.  He had blood seeping out of his forehead. He laid on the ground his eyes losing all light in them. That was his real brother. He shot his brother.

"Georgie! No no that cant be. NO!" He ran to georgie holding him close. 

"No im sorry im sorry im sorry no."  He sobbed out.

Richie shook bill awake. The losers were watching in terror at their friend scream and cry in his sleep about his dead brother.

"Bill wake up."

Bill shot up, sobbing.
"Bill calm down. Take a breath." Stan started talking to him.

"Take a breath billy. Take a breath." At the word 'billy' bill started crying more.

Stan and richie worked on calming him down for ten minutes before bills breathes were even.

"What happened in your nightmare bill."