In Love With A Cereal Killer [Book 1] (On Hold)

~Chapter 15 Abusive Memories

Tyler POV

I watched from a distance as my friends smuggled Luke with love. I just stood there in the corner and watch. Lui must have noticed, since he turned in my direction giving me a concerned look on his face.

I rolled my eyes looking way from him. "Tyler are you ok" Luke asked, I could tell it was him. I didn't even need to look at him to know, I just ignored him. Still in my thoughts, I then felt a hand on my shoulder. "Leaves me the fuck alone" I snapped roughly pushing whoever it was off me so hard that they hit the ground. My eyes widen looking down at Craig, he looked at me in fear and was shaking a bit.

I stomped my foot on the ground still filled with angry and a bit hurt. I rushed out of the room and into the hallway leaning against the wall. My face felt wet and I placed a hand on my face. I hadn't realized that I was crying, my back slided down the wall and onto the floor. I just sat there, no one even came to check on me.

I knew it, they just care about Luke. Not me, I'm just someone who gives them a tough time. I sniffed feeling hurt......but I only give them a tough time because I care about them. I can't forget what Luke said to me.........and I'm not sure if I'm ready to forgive him.

How he said it.....just...........broke me. Well sorry Tyler but I actually care about him...unlike some people who only care about themselves......him saying that just kept repeating in my head. Why does everyone hate me, I began to cry nonstop.

~Flashback

He threw me down on the ground, my head was bleeding and I could heard my mom begging him to stop. "Plz stop hurting my baby" she cried out. "You useless brat" he yelled whipping me again and again with the belt as I tried not cried. He grabbed me by the hair and then got a hold of my throat.

I moved my feet rapidly back and front as my feet hovered above the ground. Mom grabbed my stepdad's arm only to be slapped hard across the face. I tried yelling for my mom but I could barely even breathe. He tightened his grip around my neck, I held my eyes shut, I felt like I was going to die right then and there. BANG, my throat was release and I fell to the ground. I opened my eyes to see my stepdad laying on the ground with his head smashed in.

I looked up at my mom, she was shaking holding a metal bat in her hands. I immediately got up and ran to her crying my eyes out. She held me in her arms protectively, I glance back at the motionless body. I didn't even care if he died or not, she called 911 and told them everything. He surprising survived but got thrown into jail for attempted murder and abuse.

He was sentenced for 27 years. I was 8 years old went that happened and I'm still scared that he will get out of prison and come back for revenge.

~End Of Flashback

I sobbed quietly in my arms, I'm not trying to be mean. I just want to protect them......or maybe I'm just trying to protect myself. What happened, Lui asked looking at me like I was the one who did something wrong.

He was blaming me.....wasn't he. I sighed looking down at my hand, there was a faint scar. I sighed remembering how and who I got it from.

~Flashback

I ran as fast as I could in my room, I closed the door. I was just about to lock the door when he came bursting in knocking me backwards. I tried my best to fight him off but I was just not strong enough. I manage to push him into a wall and I made a run for it.

I ran in the kitchen which was a bad idea. He ran right after me, he grabbed one of the sharp knifes from it holder. I screamed but he grabbed me by the arm and put a hand over my mouth muffled my screams so my neighbors wouldn't hear. I bit his hand and that just pissed him off.

He pushed me to the ground, I tried fighting back. I tried pushing him off me with my hands, that's when it happened SLASH blood started spilling out of my hand. I screamed in pain but he just muffled it with his hand, "you tell your mom about this and your dead" he threatened. I shaked in fear, I cautiously nodded my head and he just smirked.

GOD, how I hated that smirk of his. That happened two months before he went to jail when my mom save me from being choked to death. The things he did to me traumatized me, I'm surprised I'm still sane.

~End Of Flashback

I got up and decided to leave the hospital. I walked out of the hospital and into the parking lot. I opened the car door, I took one last glance before sitting in the driver seat.

I pulled out my phone and text the guys that I was leaving and that they were going to need to ride with Marcel. I sigh putting the key in the ignition and starting up the car. I pulled out of the parking lot and started driving to my house.

I stopped at the stop light and heard a ding sound. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and looked at the lock screen. It was from Nogla, hey why did ye leave, I unlocked my phone, I sighed texting back. I don't feel good ok, I'm on my way home. I put my phone away and the stop light turned green.

It was a couple of minutes when I got yet another text message. I waited till I got to another stop light before checking it. I quickly looked down at the locked screen, this time it was from Craig. Hey Ty are you mad at me, I frowned at the message.

I didn't mean to snap at him, no I'm not mad at you, I was just upset and lost my temper. I waited for few seconds before texting again. Look Craig I'm sorry for snapping at you, that was completely wrong of me, I didn't mean to scare you, I was just mad at Luke.

I waited for a few seconds before finally hearing a ding, the stop light turned green and I started driving again. I glance down at my phone looking at the screen, why are you mad at Luke. I sighed remembering those harsh words he yelled at me. Well sorry Tyler but I actually care about him...unlike some people who only care about themselves.

My heart felt like it was about to break, those words just kept repeating in my head, again and again. I decided to ignore the text message for now and just focused on the road.

~Time Skip

I exited my car and locked the door with the car button. I walked up to my front door and grabbed out my keys unlocking the door.

I walked inside locking the door behind me and rushing up stairs. I flopped on my bed and pulled out my phone seeing that I had gotten more messages from Craig.

Ty

Tyler

Tyler plz answer me

I sighed looking at text, sorry I couldn't text back I replied. Why weren't you answering me, he texted back. I was driving and I don't want to talk about it, it's just that he hurt my feels when he said those words to me and I'm just pissed at him, I replied.

It was a few seconds when I finally got another text message. Hey it Luke, Craig gave me the phone because the doctors took away my phone when they were testing me, I'm really sorry about what I said I truthful didn't mean it, I was just upset and frustrated okay, all that was going through my mind at the time was that I had to get to Jonathan and then I ended up saying that to you and hurt your feelings, plz forgive me Tyler, you know I didn't mean it.

I chuckled for...I don't even know the reason and soon text back after reading the paragraph. I will forgive but that doesn't mean I will ever forget what you said to me but I appreciate the apology and tell the guys I'm sorry for snapping at them and leaving, bye Luke, I'm going to bed, I finally finished texting, I was just about to turned off my phone.

When my phone ding again and looked at the text message. Bye Tyler and goodnight he texted, goodnight Luke and tell the guys I said goodnight, I replied. I turned off my phone and but it in the charger and real quick put my alarm on.

I layed back on my bed feeling how soft and comfortable it was. I felt my eyes starting to close as I pulled the blanket over my body. Soon the dark night swallowed me, sending me into a deep sleep.

Stay by for new chapters to come, you never know when I'm going to publish a chapter and as ALWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOY. BYE BYE 😃👋

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