In Love With A Cereal Killer [Book 1] (On Hold)

~Chapter 25 Faded

(Don't play until I tell you too)

Tyler POV

I watch as Luke pick Jonathan up from the kitchen counter and walked towards his room. I wanted to say something but just couldn't. I never seen Luke this depressed before, the look in his eyes show how just broken he is.

I sighed deeply, I then glanced at Evan, tears were sliding down his face. I never seen Evan act so emotional for a person. What is it that Evan sees in him, that's the question I'm still asking myself everytime.

Without even thinking, I had pulled Evan into a hug and I just let him sob into my shoulder. After a couple of moments, he pulled away from me, "thank you" I heard him whisper under his breath. I smiled at him, I used my hand to moved a bit of hair out of his face. "Your welcome" I whispered softly to him, he smile then gently pushed passed me to the livingroom. Now for Luke, I walked towards the bedroom door but before I could open the door.

I heard him talking, I put my ear against the door. "I need you..............your the last thing I have left....................we may not be blood related but........I just want you to know that you will always be my brother from another mother......just stay alive is all I'm asking you, you don't have to forgive me for all the mistakes I've done" I heard him say.

I could hear him sniffing and cry, I clenched my hand tighter on the door knob. "I've lost to many people.........I can't lose you too............it my fault you've gotten worse......isn't it..." I heard him whimper a little. I felt sorry for Luke, I never seen or heard this side of him. It makes me sad to know this, maybe I was being a bit harsh on him before.

I am a bit pushy sometimes, I get angry over the littlest things...........but I don't mean those things. It just comes out sometimes, I just can't control my anger issues. It's hard, maybe it true that I'm just like him. Even though how hard I try to deny it, he's rubbed off on me. "I'm so so sorry.......plz Jonathan......all I'm asking you is to hold on.......plz for me" he cried out and I put my back against the door.

Sliding down as I continue to listen. "Please" I heard him say and felt tears slide down my face but with a quick movement, I wiped my tears away. "I need you, I have no one else" he said and I clenched my teeth in anger and sadness. No Luke, you have us too........you have me.

I'm sorry if I made you feel like we didn't care about you, I'm sorry. "I'm here for you" he said and tears just kept flowing down my face. "And I will always be here for you" he finished and I quietly cried to myself. Maybe it's best if I just leave him alone, I got up and went back to the livingroom, wiping my tears before anyone could see that I'm just a big softie.

I don't want anyone to know that, I don't want to be that person. I'm want to be the tough guy that everyone looks up to. Not the softie, I don't want to should that I'm weak. I need to show that I'm strong, not weak. I'm not that 8 year old kid anymore, I will show him that I'm strong.

Not someone you can manipulated, I don't want him to have a hold on me. But deep down, he still has a hold on me. I'm like in a box and he just takes me out and uses me as a puppet. Even if he's not here, he still has a hold of me and I just can't break free.............until the day he dies.

Delirious POV

All I could see was darkness, I opened my eyes but darkness was all I could see. After a few seconds, my surroundings seem to light up. I was outside and sitting in the grass.

My eyes looked around rapidly, until they landed on a specific person. They were by a big lake just near the edge of the water. They turned their head around, Evan, what's he doing here. He opened his mouth and for some reason began to sing and also familiar song, I quickly ran to him.